Adopted by Alex Gaskarth

spunk

we were in Arizona tonight and alex was adamant of showing me the Grand Canyon.
so we all piled into an uber and made our way towards it.

"IT'S SO DEEP" Jack screamed
"that's what she said" I laughed
"that's not apropro" Sassy Jack appeared for the day
eventually we headed to the venue and waited for the show to start and what not,
the boys played amazing and we were waiting for people to show to the meet and great,
I was just chillin and drinking some Arizona and I heard the familiar voice I thought was gone from my life
"hazel can I please talk to you?" that bitch ass boy asked
"i don't know CAN you?" I snapped already done
"listen, I know I'm not forgiven.."
"damn straight" I cut him off
"I'm sorry, I messed up. I'm a dick. I want you back and I know I can't have you but I just want to let you know I'm sorry and I'll always be here for you." he ran his hand through his hair
"you don't get to be upset about this, you decided to be an ass and that's not okay. I was never really yours and you were never mine. I appreciate the apology but I don't need you, I don't need you here for me because I have a beautiful family of 4 boys who love me and treat me right and an extended family that exists for miles filled with band members who know what's right and what's wrong. I accept the fact you've owned up to your mistakes and maybe in the future when you grow up a bit more we can be friends. I'm glad you hurt me, I'm glad you hurt me while I'm young, I now know nice boys aren't always nice, they just think it gets them laid. I know love is never lost or wasted. I will continue to love people spontaneously till I die because I will learn from it. I'm just sorry you bought a ticket for this meet and greet only to be faced with this."

"I want to be what you need"

"all I want is for you to leave and move on." I shake my head and Jack walks up behind me

"any issues I need to use my fist to resolve?" he narrows his eyes

"it's okay Jack he's leaving, I'm a big girl" I smile and max hugged me

I hugged back wishing it didn't have to be this way but knowing he wasn't right for me, and then he was gone and I felt a bit empty.

"you know you deserve better, right?" alex draped his arms over my shoulders

"I know I just wish it didn't hurt." I mumble and the meet and greet continued

"why do you get to be his kid?" some bitchy looking girl with huge purple hair asked popping her gum

"because I'm nice and have manners" I smile fakely at her sending her away

"I adore you you're so so pretty would you mind following me on Twitter???!?!" this jumpy girl with pink hair asked

"sure thing what's your @?" I smiled

" @// barakitten" (idk if that's an @ for someone or not so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)

"followed" I winked and she giggled and ran up and hugged me waving good bye as she bounced away

"some of them sure have some spunk" rian laughed
"spunk? dude how old are you?" Zack rolled his eyes and laughed