I wake up drenched in sweat, screaming, kicking and feeling the pain in my heart as it had just happened all over again.
My mum runs in and holds me down telling me "Dan, sweetie it's going to be all right." After 15 minutes of screaming and kicking I stop and I'm crying.
The sweating stops and I sit up in bed rubbing the tears off of my face,
"Dan it's been a year, and you get these nightmares every day. I understand he was your best friend and you guy's ended your friendship but, you need to try and figure out something to stop these nightmares so you don't have tantrums every morning."
My mum tells me this every day, the thing is I cant stop these nightmares. I have no power to.
"I'm heading off to work now, Ill be home at 8."
Before she walks out of the room I say something "When will we have to go pick up dad from- " I hesitate "London?"
I say this and Phil pops up in my mind.
"He said he'd be done work in 2 weeks so we would have to go to London to pick up Dad" I look down and nod, my mom leaves and I hear her pulling out of the drive way.
I get up and walk downstairs, I sit on the couch with my coffee and watch Netflix in my pajamas like every day now.
I sigh and see one of the old Anime's Phil and I would watch together, I rub a tear that roles down my face.
"Everyday I think of Phil. I can never get him off my mind, I can never. How do people get over breakups of friendship and relationship? It's been a year and I just can't!" I say to myself.
I set my coffee down on the table and put my hands in my face, all I can imagine is the fight now..
The fight, when it all went down hill.
(A/N: sorry for short chapter oops)
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broken ; phan
Fanfiction(COMPLETED) It has been at least a year ever since Dan and Phil had ended their friendship and stopped doing youtube. Phil went and moved onto a radio show on bbc radio, But Dan moved in with his parents not knowing what to do with his life, where w...
