Lauren Jauregui Imagine (ON HOLD FOR EDITING 4/22/22)

She's Caught Cheating With Camila Pt 3

Word Count: 754

I listened to the rain gently tapping on my window outside as I lay in bed staring at the piece of paper Normani had given me earlier. I still hadn't decided if I wanted to see Lauren or not but then I had remembered how with her first Anxiety attack she was sick for almost a week and missed two shows, I remembered how I took care of her,how we lay in bed together how she clung to me begging me every time I moved not to leave her she was like a child, fragile,vulnerable,afraid.

I glanced at my watch, it was still very early and I know that visiting hours would not end until 10 pm.

"Fuck it!" I whispered harshly to myself I grabbed my keys and headed out the door.

It was about an hour and a half drive to get to the hospital from where my cabin was but at that point I had driven this far I wasn't going to turn back now.

"Umm hi I'm looking for room 345" I asked the nurse at the front desk I watched as she scrolled through her computer and tapped the screen "yes,Lauren Jauregui take those elevators to the third floor,your going to go down the long hallway make a right then rooms 300 are to the left sweetie"

"Thank you, thank you very much" I said turning and heading for the elevators I pressed the button for the third floor and waited patiently for the elevator to reach my destination. As the doors opened I exited the elevator and walked down the long hall a sign on the was read "Rooms 300-345" following the curve in the hallway I counted down the rooms as I approached Lauren's 333,334,335,336,337...342,343..345.

I stopped short of opening the door I took a deep breath and glanced at my watch 7:26 pm it read. My heart was racing as I opened the door to see all of the girls including Camila standing around d Lauren's bed, Dinah was asleep in a chair and Camila,Normani stood beside Lauren while Ally attempted to feed Lauren soup.. it wasn't going so well. Ally glanced up and caught sight of me her eyes widened

"Oh my gosh honey you came thank you so much" she said giving Normani the bowl to try and coax Lauren to eat I glanced at Lauren her skin was flushed and pale, she wore no make up, her hair was a mess, her once beautiful emerald eyes were a pale bluish- green. Lauren sat in a daze staring down at her hands

"Honey please try and make her eat, we've been here for hours we're going down to the cafeteria and grab some food and coffee and maybe get some rest we have a hotel close to here if you need us (Ally began writing a number down on a piece of paper) call I glanced around the room as Ally began nudging Dinah to wake up "what mom I said I wanted ice cream for dessert" Dinah croaked before actually waking up she looked at me and smiled as she stood up and stretched "Hey girl I'm glad you came" she said hugging me tightly. Ally informed the girls of what the plan would be they all agreed and filled out of the room Camila was the last to exit the room but before she did our eyes met

"I'm so sorry about all of this, I know that nothing I say will ever make things right again but just know that I am sorry"

I stared at Camila and nodded my head without saying a word she exited the room.as the door closed, I saw the girls trying to console Camila as she cried.

I turned to Lauren who was still staring down at her hands walking up to her I took a seat on the bed beside her.

"Lauren" the sound of my voice made her jump. She turned to look at me her eyes filled with tears.

"Baby, please forgive me I'm so sorry I hurt you, I'm so fucking sorry" she began to cry hysterically

I took her into my arms I felt her arms wrap tightly around me as she buried her face in the crook of my neck I felt her tears fall on my skin as I gently ran my hand through her hair. This was extremely hard for me I wasn't ready to forgive her and I wasn't sure if I ever could...