Mr. Bad Boy Loves Me

36: Might Not

Later that night, I decided one thing. I called Rodney Thompson. "Hello?" He says. "Hi Rodney. I'm sorry I said yes to your date, but someone I love came back to me, so I can't make it." I say. "Oh." Rodney says. "I'm so sorry, you seem like such a great guy. But me and him, have history..." I say, and Rodney sighs. "Yeah. It's fine, I understand." Rodney says. "Friends?" I ask. "Friends." He replies. "Okay. Talk to you later." I say. "Bye." Rodney says. And I hang up. That went a lot better than I thought it would've.

My phone instantly rang, from Blake. I smile and answer it. "Hello." I say, but the voice wasn't Blake's. "Hi. This is the hospital, Blake was asking for a Madi so we were going through his phone. Could you come and see him immediately, his life could be in danger." My heart stopped at those words. "Yeah. I will be right there." I say, running downstairs. I hopped in the car. Oh shit Blake, what did you do! I was so worried. His life is in danger! What did he do! I pulled up at the hospital.

"Hi, my name is Madi. I am here to visit Blake Barnhart." I say, and nods. "Room 503, 5 floor." She says, I sprint to the elevator. I finally find his door, and open it. There he was, in awful shape. His eyes were closed, but he has a long scar that ran across his eye. He had his lip cut open, and his skin was ghostly pale. He had thing to help him breathe in his nose. Then I saw it. A bandage wrapped around his whole stomach. It was covered in blood. I pull a chair up, next to his bed. "Blake?" I ask, his eyes don't open. "Blake!" I cry, tears running down my cheek.

"It's okay baby;" Blake takes a long, painful breath. "don't cry." Blake says, giving me a weak smile, before wincing in pain. "Blake! What happened!" I exclaim. "I got in a fight with-" he takes another, long, awful breath. "The biggest Criminal bosses in town." He takes another long breath before he finishes. "I took down all his men, then the leader shot me with 3 arrows." Blake says, wincing. It killed me to see him like this. "I might not make it, baby." He chokes out.

I gently stroke his cheek. "You will Blake. You are strong." I say. He smirks. "I might be strong, but I'm not invincible." Blake says. He groans in pain. "This hurts like fuck." Blake mumbles. "I canceled me and Rodney's date." I say, locking eyes with him. "Why?" He says. "Obviously because I love you." I say, tears coming to me eyes. "Madi, can I ask you something?" He says, taking in a long, sharp breath after. "Yeah." I say. "If I don't make it. Don't be afraid to love someone else." Blake says. "Blake, don't talk like that." I say, but he grab my hand. "I have to Mads." Blake says.

"This is so hard. It's taking all my energy just to do this." He says, slightly shaking my hand. "Blake be strong. I will be with you every step of the way." I say, before I give him a long soft kiss on his lips. He kisses back as long as he can, before I pull away. "I love you Blake, never leave me, I won't let you leave me again." I say, and he gives me a weak smile. "Well, this isn't my choice. It's gods." Blake says. My eyes widened at that.

"I know you can do it baby." I say, and then I quietly think to myself, tears running down my cheek. If there is any God, listening. Please save Blake, I love him. I'm sorry for not going to chruch, or avoiding topics with you. But I love Blake. And I'm not ready for him to leave, I have a whole life ahead of me, and I want him in it.

That's when he starts shaking, he gasps for air. He is having a seizure. I run out of the room, acreaming for a doctor for help. "Help! He is dying!"