Poetry

Lost feeling

(Authors Note: Here is my next depressing poem. Sorry its sad...again.

Anyways I listened to a song my friend(Sydney or Monksea) recommended, and a poem sorta just popped into my head.

So I hope you like the music and the poem. And PLZ comment and vote!!! :3)

(Monksea's Note: The music is Xion's theme from kingdom hearts 385/2 days.

It was sung by belovedstar18 on youtube and the lyrics of the song was done by 1BlueRozez1 on

youtube.

But bright_dreamer(my BFF mars) wrote the poem :3)

(Monkseas and Authors Note: we do not own the song)

What is this feeling?

This feeling you have when you're alone.

This thing that makes you want to be held;

But you also want to be invisible, gone.

What is it that makes you feel this way?

Is it grief, or just pain?

I wonder why.

Why it won't go away.

Why it won't just pass by.

I can't erase it.

I can tell it plans to stay.

It says.

"I won't ever go away."

Every now and then,

It doesn't cross my mind.

But then I remember you,

And again this feeling I find.

A tear goes down my face.

But I do not feel a thing.

It's like mind is an entirely different place.

These days time flys.

My life is now full of blind sighs.

I can't see where I'm going in life.

I know longer have a reason to strive.

I know longer go out.

I mean I can't have fun,

When I am full of self doubt.

Sometimes I can't remember,

What life was like when you were around.

But you are gone, I erased you.

So in my soul and mind you wouldn't be found.

I didn't want to feel the pain I used to feel before.

We were so close, so fond of each other.

The pain I used to have made me drown.

In a deep, sorrowful, blue sea.

Made of all the tears I cried without a sound.

Now, your face I no longer see.

I may be selfish and cold,

But now mine and your soul are free.

My time with you may just be a memory.

But deep down inside, it is a part of me.

So this feeling that I still have today.

I can't explain it in any way.

Because I thought I erased my pain,

Many years ago.

But I have this feeling now,

That I do not recognize and do not know.

You said we would meet again,

But you never came back.

I never forgot you even though I tried.

But the pain I got rid of, still it attacks.

I can no longer go on living like this.

So I guess this is goodbye.

But maybe it's just the beginning.

And one day with you, I will fly.

(Hope it was good. I really liked this one.

Anyways dont forget to comment. I love to hear your opinions! :3

OH! I almost forgot this poem is dedicated to my lovely friend Sydney(known as monksea on wattpad), and she gave me this song that inspired me.

And I also would like to dedicate this too some other friends that have lost some loved ones including Supernaturalmom.

She is an amazing writer, and I love her dearly. So go check out her peoms and stories, and have a wonderful weekend. :D)