Diary Of A Unwanted 'Nerd'

Chapter 12

"Breaking News, We've Been Told That A Tragic Car Accident Occurred At About 11:00 Last Night On Highway 55. Suspect By The Name Of Linda Judith King Who Was Driving A Gold Maxima Impala Was Reported Dead At Scene......."

I Was Tragically Devastated By What I've Heard.... I Couldn't Move, I Couldn't Even Cry.... My Grandmother, The Person Who've Been By Me Since I Could Remember Was Now Gone. My Door Opened Suddenly & I Didnt Bother To Look

"Get Out.... Please Get Out" I Said. I Turned My TV Off & Curled Up In My Covers This Seems So Unreal ....

"Hello?" I Answered My Phone.

"Yes, Is This Isis Layla Hamilton ?" The Small Voice On The Other End Asked.

"Yes This Is She."

"Oh Good, Um We Have Your Grandma & If You Would Like To Come By & Say Your Goodbyes Yo-" I Hung Up. I Didnt Wanna Go.

I Can't Believe Shes Gone & I Won't Believe It. A Part Of Me Is Tellin Me Shes Still Alive. I Felt My Bed Seep Down & Heard Small Whimpers. I Turned & Wrapped My Arms Around Simone As She Cried Into My Shirt.

"Your Gonna Be Okay, We Are Gonna Be Okay. Alright ?" I Rubbed Her Back & She Nodded.

"Isis, Breakup With My Brother..." She Spoke Lowly

"Why ?" I Asked

"I Can't See You Get Hurt Again & I Know Mama Judith Would Want That" She Said Before Sleep Took Over Her Body.

What Do She Mean Get Hurt ? Does She Know Something I Dont ? Is He Doing Something Behind My Back ? This Is All So Confusing

I Opened A Text Message That Read Something I Probably Won't Be Forgetting

Unknown: Watch Your Back Bitch Im Coming For You Like I Came For Your Weak Ass Grandmother. She Didnt Know What Hit Her, Literally Lol.

After Reading That The Tears That Have Been Wanting To Shed Has Finally Fell. What Is Going On.

(Next Day)

I Walked Into The School Building & All Eyes Were On Me. I Shooked It Off & Walked To My Locker. Last Night I Did What Simone Told Me. Yeah Im Single Sadly.

"Hey Over- Achieving Bitch"

Brianne .

"What Do You Want Brianne ? I Dont Have Time For Your Shit Today"

"Oh Nothing Just Wanted To Say Your Grandmother Got What She Deserves For Raising A Whore & A Nerd All In Once" She Started Walking Away

"You Fugly Slut !"

"Excuse You ?" She Turned Around

"Fuck You & Your Crew , Yall Are Nothing But People Who Ain't Good For Nothing But Lay On Yall Backs & Open Ya Legs & Yell 'Enter Me Im Loose' So Shutup Im Tired Of All Your Slick Ass Comments !" I Yelled

"Oh Bitch Your Nothing ! Your Just Like Your Mother Why You Think Your So Skinny ? Huh ?! You Do Crack ! You Smoke Weed ! You Do Heroine ! You Act Like Your Miss Perfect News Flash Bitch No Man Wants An Anorexic Pothead ! Your A Whore ! You'll Do Anything For Money Just Like Your Mother ! Didnt You Get Raped By Your Biological Father ! Your Nothing ! Remember That. Your A Worthless Piece Of Shit That Will Never Amount To Anything In Life. Your A Fucking Slutty Slippery Ice ! Now Run To Your Crack Addicted Mother Who Died or Maybe Your Non-Seeing Grandmother Who Supposedly Is Your Beloved Mama Judith Fuck Her & You , You Pathetic Little Bastard"

I Ran Out The School Building & Into My House & Upstairs ..... Im Nothing ! I Will NEVER Be ANYTHING !

Dear Diary,

My Life Is A Living Hell Because Of My Crackhead Momma. I've Always Been Bullied I've Almost Been Raped By My Biological Dad What More Can Happen To Me ? What Else Can I Do ? I've Tried & Tried & Cried Multiple Times . I Can't Do It Anymore I've Been Hurt So Many Times No One Can Fix A Broken Heart Thats Been Shattered Into Billions Of Pieces. Grandma You Left Me To Early I Can't Come Home & Cry To You No More ! Why In The Hell Have I Been In So Many Problems My Mystery Remains Unsolved . My Story Is Yet Untold. My Puzzle Pieces Are Yet Thrown Away.

Daily Quote:

I Gave You My All, You Took It For Granted. You Gave Me Life & I Took It As A Blessing & Lived It. You Torn Me Down When Someone Was Women Enough To Build Me Up. I Lost Her In A Midst Of Daylight & Was Hit With A Big Ole' Hist

The Diary Of An Unwanted 'Nerd'

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