Diary Of A Unwanted 'Nerd'

Chapter 9

"Isis I Want You Back ....." He Blurted Out

"I Love You & Never Stopped"

"Oh, Uhhhh"

"Ice I've Changed For The Better I Swear Baby Please Just Give Me Another Chance To Prove It" He Pleaded His Case

"Alright , Fine But You Can NOT Screw This Up Jayvee" I Said Sternly

He Smiled That Familiar Smile , Licked His Lips Before Kissing Me

See, Jay Was My Elementary Through Middle School Bestfriend / Boyfriend . He Was Always There When Someone W

As To Tease Me & Hit Me & Laugh At Me & At Times He Was The One Getting Teased But He Shook It Off. 5th Grade Year We Started Going Out, He Was A Guy Every Girl Wanted. He Was Sweet, Lovable & Protective. Jayvee Didnt Care How I Looked Or So I Thought. 8th Grade Year He Dumped Me, In Front Of EVERYBODY! He Told Me I Was A Good For Nothing Nerd I Was A Disgrace To All Humans On Earth & He Wish I Wasn't Even Born. He Then Told EveryoneThat I Was Almost Rapped By My Step-Father & They Started Calling Me Slutty Slippery Ice . Story Was Out That He Was Dead. I Was Not Happy That Boy Was My First Everything , Besides Sex, When He Disrespected Me , Me & His Sister Became Extremely Close & We Still Are, More Like Sisters.

"Yesssssss !" Simone Squealed As She Bust Through My Door & We Broke Apart To Laugh

"My Two Favorite Girls Back In My Life" He Said Wrapping His Arm Around Us & Walked Downstairs

"Jay Meet My Boyfriend Brian, Brian This My Brother Jay" Simone Introduced Them

"Wassup Man" Jay Shook His Hand

"Wassup Cuh" Brian Dapped Him

"You Treatin My Lil Sister Right ?" He Asked. Protective Jayvee

"Yeah, She's My Everything" Brian Said Looking Dead At Simone As She Blushed

"Alright, This Girl Is My Life Ill Do Anything For Her From The Moon & Back . Dont Hurt Her She's A Good Girl" Jay Added

"Awwwww" Me & Simone Cooed

"It's All Good" Brian Commented

"Oh Shit There's A Ghost , Um Imma Call Ghost Busters" My Grandma Said Panicking. First Time I've Heard Her Curse

"No Granny, It's Him.. He Had To Stay Outta Sight For A Few Years" I Said Calming Her Down

My Grandma Smacked The Back Of His Head "Boy You Frightened Me ! Almost Gave Me A Heart attack How You Been Baby" She Asked Him

"Wassup Mama Judith ? I've Been Good" He Said Rubbin His Head

"Thats Good Baby, Isis Dear Come Help Grandma Cook" She Said

"Alright" I Skipped To The Kitchen & Washed My Hands "What's First ?" I Asked

"Get That Chicken Out The Freezer & Put It In The Sink To Defrost" She Said Placing Everything Else Out

"Has He Changed ? Are You Happy Hes Back ? Are You Scared ? Are Yall Back Together ?" My Grandma Bombarded Me With Questions & I Chuckled

"Yeah He Has, But There's Only One Way To Find Out Right ?" I Asked & She Nodded Her Head & Agreed "Yes Im Happy He's Back, Im Not As Scared Like A Part Of Me Is But The Rest Isnt & Yes We Are Back Together"

"Isis Baby Dont Get Hurt I Love You To Much To See You Cry Again Im Tired Of Seeing Your Smokey Crystal Grey Eyes, They Starting To Make Me Think Thats Your Actual Eye Color" She Said Honestly. She's Right But I Can't Help It & She Sees Im Happy Cause My Eyes Are Now Emerald Green