Supposed to be a 'Nerd' !

The note

I don't say a word as she puts butterfly stitches in my head after cleaning it, she's not supposed to do that but she knows that I won't go to A&E  because I don't want anyone to know about all this and she is just a lovely lady. She's quite a small lady with light blond hair and wears glasses, she is usually in a pair of trousers and a white blouse and sometimes wears heels. Shes been more like my mother figure since my actual mum doesn't really care about me and has just left me to sort myself out since I was about 13!

"If something like this happens again I don't care if I have to drag you to A&E kicking and screaming! You'll go. And they'll be dealing with the police as well!" She says as she helps me get up and gives me a cup of water to sip at.

"They've never actually done something like this before. I thought that was the only line they'd never cross. I suppose I was wrong 'bout that then." I said to nobody in particular but Kerry just nodded and gave me a note.

"I've written on it that you left here at 9:40 so you have 15 minute to sort yourself out before you go into your lesson!" She said handing me a yellow slip of paper I give her a side smile, I nod and then walk down the hall in the direction I just came from.

All the way down this hallway on the wall is 4 never ending lines of my blood! Okay maybe a was bleeding a bit more than I thought!

I go back to my locker and see it open slightly! Oh please no what did they do now? I ran and opened the locker only to have a tissue, a note and my homework fall out! I picked it all up and folded my homework back up and put it in the pocket of my cardigan before reading the note.

Sorry about your head I really didn't mean to do it. Here's a tissue to wipe the blood off your locker so the school don't know it's your blood! Make sure the blood trail starts a couple lockers down.
I'm really sorry again.

P.S. Don't tell anyone about this note. Get rid of it after you read it. Sorry again.

Okay well that's confused me! Who put the note, tissue and my homework in my locker and said sorry? It was obviously one of the sidemen but which one? I'll have to figure that out later, I fold the note up and put it in my bra with my phone before wiping my locker and the next few so the school won't think it's my blood.

Thank you whoever chose to not install CCTV cameras, or I'd be done for and so would half of this school.

I lock my locker up and go to my lesson that I have with 2 of the sidemen, Vikram and Simon.

I walk in without a word but hear sniggers and people whispering about me but just keep my head down. I give my teacher the note and walk to the back of the room and past Simon and Vik. Please let this lesson go quick !

*At lunch*

I'm currently sat under a tree at the very back of the field just drawing the back of the school, it is quite a big building if you just looks at it properly. It's a three story building with a swimming pool, a gym, over 100 classrooms and this massive school field which I don't use or see the point in! I mean why have a field this big if you have a pool and gym? Before I have time to run I see the sidemen walking across the field towards me looking pissed off. At me? What have I done now? I'm just sat here like usual!

Without a second thought I put my sketch pad inside the roots of the tree where nobody ever sees it and it's protected from the weather and stand up with my head down. As they stop in front of me I only see 6 pairs of feet. Aren't their 7 of them?

I look up and see Simon looking down at me looking pissed off. As soon as I've looked up I look back down and shuffle my feet, biting my lip I look the the side and see Josh standing back a bit! Why isn't he going to join in on whatever they're about to do to me?

"Your mum just called me!" I heard Simon say breaking me out of my thought and I look back up at him. All I do is nod and wait for him to say something whilst I wipe my hands on my thighs.

"She said to tell you that we're at yours tonight so you need to get home fast after school!" He said gritting his teeth as he spoke. "She said to turn your phone on as well." He gritted out before it went silent again. I did nothing but nod back at him and looked around to see all of them looking at me intently.

"What happened to your eye?!" Jide asked pointing to my eye but put his hand a bit to close to me and I flinched back quite a bit. I looked up at him and saw a bit of sympathy in his eyes before realising what he said. Oh yeah he wasn't their this morning, the rest can't of told him about my head.

Shit! None of them even did this to my eye!

I saw something moving around out of the corner of my eye and looked over slightly. Josh stopped jumping about and pointed to him jeans then to his eye! Was he going to knee me in the eye?! No I don't think so, punch me maybe but not knee me in the eye that doesn't make sense. Okay I'm officially confused, he point to his leg then to his eye?! Oh wait he has black jeans on, black eye. That makes a lot more sense- wait black eye?! It was covered up this morning when I left for school!

Could that note of been from Josh? I mean he's trying to help me in a small way now. But then Jide was asking what happened to me eye, he looked like he was sorry for me as well but that wouldn't make sense. He wasn't their this morning. The note said that they were sorry for hitting me with the locker so whoever hit me with the locker also sent the note! I have to find out who hit me with that locker or its just gunna keep eating at me until I do. But not now, I think I've got bigger thing to worry about right now!

I get my small mirror out of my back pocket and look at my eye to see some purple and blue bruise circling it. Oh for fuck sake!

I look back at Jide thinking of a quick lie, "I um I-I walked into a.........lamp post!" I say not sounding convincing at all whilst wiping my hands on my thighs.

He looks at me to say that he didn't believe me at all but just shrugs and walks away with Ethan, Vikram, Harry and Tobi following him which left me with Simon and Josh in front of me.

"Simon come on let's go now." Josh says and starts walking away but keeps looking behind him and straight at me and getting eye contact every time. I think it really was Josh who sent the note, but why?

"Put some makeup on that before tonight!" Simon says before running to catch up with Josh leaving me on my own again. Yay can't wait for a night full of Simon's abuse as well as my mum and I have stuff to do tonight!

Well tonight should be fun! NOT!

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