June , 12th 2017
"Damn this pussy tight" Zay grunted
I couldn't do anything but lay there. This was almost a everyday thing with him. Some days he wouldn't come home at all. Those days I loved. When he was here he was either beating my ass or forcing himself on me.
"You love me girl ?" He asked thrusting inside me
It didn't really hurt because he was so little. I still felt dirty because even tho he was little he still was forcing me to have sex with him.
I felt a hard smack knocking me out my trance . This mf slapped me so hard. I know I was going to have a big hand print on my face.
"You heard me ask you a question . Now answer me!" He yelled in my face
"Y- Yes" I said low
"I can't fucking hear you" he said trying to thrust inside of me harder
That's didn't work though . I still felt nothing .
"I said Yes" I told him a little louder
I do not love him. How could you do this to somebody you claim you love? How can you beat somebody you love ? How could you rape somebody you love ? I will never understand . I deserve so much better . I hate him so much.
"Since you wanna ignore me and act like I'm not here . I'm gone give you something to think about" He told me going to the closet
"I'm sorry" I said backing up in the bed
"Ain't no sorry bitch come here" he said before hitting me across the face with a belt buckle
"I'm sorry"
"Fuck that , I ain't done with yo ass" he yelled going down the stairs
He came back in the room and punched me dead in the eye. I knew right then and there my eye was closed shut.
"When"
Smack
"I"
Smack
"Ask"
Smack
"You"
Smack
"Answer"
Smack Smack Smack Smack
By now all I seen was blood . I didn't know where it was coming from. When I looked up and whipped the blood from my eyes I seen Zay standing there with a bloody skillet . I felt like I was going to faint.
"Bitch get up" he yelled at me
I couldn't do anything . I couldn't feel my face , legs nothing . I was numb . I knew a few of my bones was broken . I felt something hit me it was his size 11 Jordan's. He hit me with everything in the book . It's not his first time hitting me with a shoe .
"Bitch you swear you can't hear . You can't even follow simple directions" he said hanking me by my hair
"I'm s-oo-rryyy" I cried out
"Don't cry now . This what happen when you disobey me " he said dropping my head like I was nothing
"This why I do the shit I do . You never listen. I cheat because you don't do yo duties as a women . You supposed to please me I barely get that" he said walking around my body
I don't do my duties as a women ? What type of shit is that. He fucked up . I hate him with every bone in my body. He fucked me up mentally and physically .
"Then you tried to leave me . Where you was gone go ? Bitch you don't got no family!" He said laughing
He sick in the head . He made me cut ties with all my family about 2 years ago. I couldn't talk to them , see them . I couldn't do anything . He took my phone . What hurt the most is that I couldn't talk to my mom and little sister . I know my baby got big and my mom is worried sick . This is when all the abuse started .
"When I come back you betta have this shit cleaned up. And I don't wanna see them ugly ass scars" he said slamming the door
He have the nerve to say something about my scars but he put them on me . This was the last straw I had to leave. I couldn't move though . I wasn't lying when I said a few of my bones was broken . I seen that he had sat the house phone on the little dresser next to the bed .
I called the first person in my head . I hope they didn't change their number.
Ring Ring Ring
"Hello" she said politely
"Mama" I said into the phone
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Ficção Adolescente22 year old Taj Harris would have never thought her life would turn out the way it did . She been with her high school sweet heart Zay since she was 17 and he was 18. Zay turned out to be so abusive . Will she ever get the courage to leave ?
