Texts (Namjin)

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RapMonster: do you think I don't realize how much you hate yourself?
RapMonster: how every time you open up your camera to take a picture and the camera is turned to the front and you see yourself, your eyes start to get all watery
RapMonster: when we had to say one good thing about ourselves in class and you lied and said you were feeling sick
RapMonster: when you open your locker and look in the mirror and you just stare at it a while, then you slam it and leave
RapMonster: I know about these things Jinnie
RapMonster: you're beautiful
RapMonster: you're absolutely perfect
RapMonster: you deserve way more than what you give yourself
RapMonster: I love everything about you
RapMonster: except your hatred towards yourself
RapMonster: you don't hate anybody. Absolutely no one.
RapMonster. But yourself
RapMonster: and it kills me to see you so depressed all of the time
RapMonster: every time you fake a smile I die a little bit inside
RapMonster: all I want is to see you actually smile
RapMonster: I care about you too much to let you hate yourself
RapMonster: I know all about your arms and what you do to them
RapMonster: everything will be okay Jinnie I promise.
RapMonster: everything will work itself out you just have to keep going
RapMonster: you're worth so much more than to be so depressed
RapMonster: all I want to do is see you happy