hani
Hi- you know what! I don't even have the mood to say that. I know some of you knows how it feels to be in the process of 'betrayal'. Am I wrong? Maybe you have, but I think mine is worst. Being betrayed by your best friend since you were 6 until 18. So let me tell you, you know it's quiet obvious that I've been betrayed by- forget it, I don't even bother to say his name. sorry for being salty.
All this time I thought he was my best friend, but now i'm not even sure if I could call him a friend. It's quiet dreadful. Jimin is my so called 'friend' since kindergarten. I still remember how we met at the first place but i regret it now:
He started the conversation by saying, "Halo, my na-name," he shuts his mouth, thinking of what to say next. "is Jimin." he smiled widely with confidence.
"Oh, my name is Kim Beca," I smiled back.
He and I had so much time together, one day he gave a white rose to me, he was really happy. After that, we became close friends, but i don't get it how can he ditch me just like that. I still kept the rose though, I have no idea why.
Everything we do is always together. We go to the same schools ever since kindergarten, and elementary school, I felt like it was faith that we are suppose to be together ... But i was wrong.
We have a lot in-common, now it's different. But i'm not that negative type of person ... i'm happy for him though. Not 'so' happy, of course. I felt like I've been stabbed in my back for a moment there. Coming back to reality i have been stabbed.
Flashback:
I patted his shoulder, after hearing him shivering in the feeling of fear and nervous at the same time, I whispered in his right ear.
"You can do it, I believe in you!" I said, calm and sweet. Hearing his name being called the crowd cheered loudly. He walked out from the curtains and the crowd went wild. Before he made his way to the X spot I called his name, he turned around.
"Hwaiting!" I made the hand gesture to make him have confident. His lips formed a smiled as he continued walking. I bit my lower lip seeing the judges looking at each other than nodding.
The audition ended and there was dead silence to hear the results...
HE WAS ACCEPTED!
I clapped my hands and cried a little i think because i was a dramatic little shit.
He ran and hugged me as I hugged him back. The crowd went wild again, but more wilder.
I said that I knew that he could do it! He thanked me for supporting him all his life. I said with a smile "Your Welcome".
End of flashback.
I know what your thinking, hmm he didn't even ditch you, you desperate snake! The rest of the story should be told another day.
Continuing~
He's the only person that cares for me and that has been by my side through thick and thin. He's also very trustworthy. I would rather stay awake then sleep with dreams, but there are no use of dreams without Jimin, they'll just be nightmares.
In elementary school when my grandma pasted away he is the one that comfort's me, even my mom doesn't care that her own mother passed away. Well old people can't look forward to anything besides death.. so maybe it was time for grandma to go.
Can i at least be allow to be happy in once in my life? I always wonder is my romeo going to be Jimin or someone else. I still haven't found out. Yet.
Even if he does treat me badly i would still think of him as a bias, but he never asked me to become his.
I waited, waited, waited and waited but he never asked me..
Then he left... me.
My first chapter is a fail but, make sure you read my latest chapters. ^(- 3 -)^
