Doing it for me ✌

◯ Chapter 3: We'll just see how it goes ◯

- Skyler

 June, 13th 2013

Tuesday night, 11:27 p.m.

Ah. Time I found my dream house, and actually living in it. I can just recall the moments when my mom was helping me with everything and that's something I truly can be thankful of. My house is already furnished and decorated plus the baby , mariah, has already had her due date and was gratefully welcomed to the world. (:. I can only cheese for so long on this all because I know life will soon become, hell. So I must enjoy it before mariah learns how to talk, walk, and touch things.. that's when life will surely become even harder, more obstacles for me to tackle and just more things for me to do myself. But I know i'll get through the struggles like I already did.. before.

I saved into my notes in my phone and went to go check up on Mariah, as fast soon asleep she looked, I went around the house turning off the lights soon tucking myself into my bed trying to find a great sleeping position, falling asleep myself.

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Beep.. Beep.. Beep ..Beep

I heard the alarm go off as I hit it to turn it off. I whinnied in the "I'm still sleepy" tone trying to find a excuse to not get up, when the thought of my presentation I have to give in order to be accepted with this art career. I soon jumped up out of bed almost tripping over one of mariah's toys, placing it back where it needed to be. Grabbing some clothes trying to find some time to take a quick but clean shower.

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I fix myself a fast oatmeal packet and let it heat up as I went to wake up Mariah. I walked into her room seeing her butt tooted up in the air as she sucked on her passer fire, I carefully called her name as I cracked the door open. I saw her rub eyes turning over then soon standing up in her crib, I walked over to it and picked her up setting her onto her changing mat I handed her one of her brat dolls to play with,  so I could fix her crib back up to standards. I began changing her diaper then going into her closed tight but a bit spaced out closet to find a outfit she could wear, finding a outfit I liked slipping her into her clothes I picked her up and the toy up and cut off the light going down stairs.

I soon saw my oatmeal was done so I let it cool, as I placed mariah in her high-chair. I grabbed my food out the microwave stirring it up, pressing the home button on my I phone seeing the time 3:29 pm flash at the top. I decided to just make mariah some cut up bananas with a small cut in half, half french toast to save some time.

"Finally" I whispered blowing out some air, walking to the car placing her into the backseat applying her with some toys she could play with. I placed her baby bag in the trunk, then fasting myself in the drivers seat we soon pulled off.

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"Okay bye! Mommy loves you" I gave a smile at mariah leaving her at the babysitters so I could go and apply for this job.

She clamped her hands in a waving position trying to crawl back to me as the babysitter grabbed her so I could go

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We'll just see how this goes.. Fingers crossed.