#18 Confessions to Him

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#18 Confessions to Him

Zayn: It was late at night and neither one of you wanted to fall asleep, so the two of you were laying in his bed talking. Somehow the topic of things you've never told to anyone came up. "I've always wanted a tattoo, but I'm deathly terrified of needles." You whisper to him, while reaching for his hand. "I was scared the first time I got a tattoo; I thought I might get an infection and die." He squeezed your fingers. "This one is so stupid and you'll probably laugh at me. Once, for almost a week, I was scared to look in any mirrors or really reflective surfaces." Immediately you pull away from him and bury your face in the pillow embarrassed by the stupid fear you had. He chuckles and you want to hit him for laughing at you, but you don't. "When I met you, (Y/N), I thought that if I ever got to see you by chance again, you'd be the girl for me. Two weeks later I saw you again in a completely different city in a random bookstore." He pulls you back to face him. "As soon as I saw you that second time, I knew I loved you and all of your odd fears." Zayn kisses your forehead and then your lips. "I love you too, Zayn."

Niall: He had just recently got home from tour so the two of you were cuddling on the couch watching tv. The news came on and the weatherman said that a huge thunderstorm was headed your way. You couldn't help but shudder. "What's wrong, babe?" Niall asks you. "It's just that I love thunderstorms and watching the lightning and rain, but the thunder and lightning freak me out!" you confess to him. "Aw, I'm here to keep you safe, princess. I won't let the storm hurt you." He wraps his arms tighter around you and when the storm begins a couple minutes later, he buries your face in his chest and sings directly into your ear in an attempt to drown out the lightning and thunder.

Liam: "I'm scared to drive!" You blurt out one day when your boyfriend asks you if you want to. "What?" He looks at you like you're a little crazy. "I-I just - I don't want to drive, Liam. At all. Never." he says okay and the two of you get in the car and he starts driving. It's quiet for a while and then: "But, why? Why don't you want to drive, (Y/N)?" You sigh. Why does everyone ask you this? "I don't know. My parents think I must be scared or something and my friends just think I'm crazy. I just have no desire whatsoever to get behind the wheel. Maybe it's because it means I'm growing up and I don't want to. I want to stay young forever. Or maybe... I dunno, Liam." "That's silly, babe. What else have you been hiding from me?" "I'm scared to one day become a mother." you bite your lip. He gives you that look again, like your silly. "What if I'm awful at it? And there are a million things that could go wrong! And have you never noticed how annoying children can be?" Daddy Direction laughs. "Sweetheart, I'd be with you and I'd help you. It won't be too bad." he smiles at you an you smile back because that's the first time he's ever really mentioned your future together.

Harry: When you started dating Harry Styles, you didn't peg him as the romantic guy that does walks on the beach and rose petals on the bed. You really never expected him to be one of those guys that takes you stargazing, but here you were on your one year anniversary of dating and he had you laying on your back under the dark blanket of stars. Not only had he been showing you constellations, but your boyfriend had also started discussing some deep universal thoughts with you. Stuff about how there had to be more life out there and there were so many possibilities of what lay out there in the dark of the night sky. "It scares me sometimes," you tell him. "Just to think about how there's so much that we don't know about that out there. For all we really know we could be attacked by aliens or a gigantic meteor tomorrow." Harry's eyes sparkle over at you as he says, "This is what I love about you, kitten. You go along with my insane talks of aliens and stars an space. The other boys just laugh at me when I talk about ET." "Yeah, you don't know how much I put up with just for you, Haz. I may be a night owl, but I'm absolutely terrified of the dark." You cuddle closer to him as you say the words and something makes a noise out in the deep night surrounding you. "Well I'm right here so don't be scared, love." He turns on the battery-operated lantern and you head back inside the house. He smirks at you as he starts kissing your neck and the lights are extinguished. "The dark's not so scary really."

Louis: Visiting Lou on tour had been both your best and worst idea. Best because you'd both been missing each other terribly, but worst because you should've known he'd want to have you come out on stage at one of the shows. "C'mon, buttercup. The lads and I all want you to come out onstage and say hi to the fans and then we'll sing the song to you." You collapse onto the couch in the dressing room. "I don't know, Lou." He sees the fear in your eyes and sits down next to you. "What's the matter? Do you think that the fans won't like you or something?" "Well now I really do. I have really bad stage fright. I lock up and can't move the second I stand in front of a crowd more than about ten people, Louis. I'm sorry and I love you, but I don't think I can." He sighs and leaves the room, returning a few minutes later. "Yes you can, (Y/N). Follow me." He pulls you up and you can't help but follow the love of your life. He makes you stand just offstage and then moments later he and the boys go out to the screaming of all the hundreds of fans. It's the first time you've been at one of the concerts and you're enjoying yourself there, completely forgetting about the plan to have you, Danielle, and Perrie go out on stage. But when the time comes you feel it happening, your body is locking up. Louis walks over to you when Dani and Perrie are already out there. "Babe, just look at me. There's no one else out there. It's just me and you, no one else. Please, love." You put your hand in his extended one. Nearly chewing your lip off, you walk out to the cheers of the fans, but you're trying to block them out a you feel the stage lights burning all over your body and the glares of girls that are wishing you dead. You start breathing hard and... Is it just you or is getting darker.
"(Y/N), focus on me." Louis lifts your chin up and you're looking right into his magnificent eyes when the first notes of What Makes You Beautiful start up. Slowly, the darkness ebbs away, out of your vision altogether and then all the fans sounds disappear and your whole world is reduced to Louis and his gorgeous look of love and voice capable of melting gold. When the song ends, he kisses you on the lips and then whispers to you, "I told you that you could do it."

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