Liam's Journal

2nd June, 2016

            Today's the fucking day. I couldn't sleep at all last night because of it. Blue seems surprisingly giddy about the whole thing though and I don't understand why. All her stuff's packed and loaded up at the door. It's just sat there taunting me. She still hasn't given me her address. I know it's in Chalk Farm but where the fuck in Chalk Farm? She dodges about anytime I ask her. Is she hiding summat? I heard her on the phone with her mam earlier. Told her Chalk Farm's just some suburb in London. Then she started banging on about how today marks one year since she was at Our Kid's gig. Why the fuck is he so important? I barely got a mention during the phone call. It's like she wants to keep us a secret or something from her family. "A guy named Liam." I heard her say. She didn't even sound the least bit chuffed when she said that. What? Am I just some bloke off the fucking street? The fuck I am! I'm better to her than Noel ever will be. I just wish she'd realize that. I know we're together but I can't help thinking there's something she's not telling me. I know I won't sleep good tonight. I always sleep better when I know she's there beside me.