My Feelings Book

D: Horribleness & Confusion 30/5/16

So today I gave my teacher a note of why I couldn't do physical activities and she just randomly turned around and said something like: 'Hey look, you haven't been working to the best of your ability, have you?' And I swiveled my eyes around and I'm like: 'Uhhhh... With what?' And she's like: 'With everything. And I'm not the only one that's noticed, a couple of other teachers have pointed it out too. Just pull yourself together."

So now I'm sad, confused, and I just feel horrible altogether. Like, come on, I was just away from school for two weeks! Jeez! But I'm really moved and tense now. There were like 5 other people in the class at the time, luckily all my friends who would respect my privacy, but still... Super... Uhhh... OK overall I feel horrible and I want to cry OK?!?!?!

I never want to go back to school again. And come on, I may be smart, but I don't even want a fancy job! I wanna be a YouTuber... OK? Don't judge...

*Hides in a corner as a tear runs down my cheek and decides to watch Oli's new video again even though I've already seen it* (He hasn't posted in 2 months, but then again, he only just finished university forever...)