"It'll be til the end, give me nothing I've ever tried,
It'll be the perfect sin, something like the truest lie." Quinn sung, so sweetly.
"Everywhere somehow, the only place I'll ever be,
As long as you hold me down, oh such a liberty." Kurt sung, smiling with a smile he only ever used when he was showing sympathy.
"Warm me with your touch, pressure from your fingertips,
Never be enough, I'll do nothing but submit." Quinn sung quietly.
"I just wanna feel a thousand hands from you, only you,
Can you make me feel a thousand hands from you, only you?" Cass sung. Her voice was so husky, and I can guarantee Santana did not know she could sing, as did I. Her voice was so similar to Santanas. It almost broke me. She had tears now, streaming down her cheeks, as did Quinn who gripped onto Cass's hand as she sung.
"Grab a hold of my soul and make me feel complete within,
You'll be the one to show, these goosebumps on my skin." A voice entered the room, I let out a grin as I saw Unique moving closer to Kurt, then stopped next to him. More tears fell from my eyes as I squeezed my girls hand.
"I'll wear my heart on my sleeve, I need you to feel the pain,
Would you take a bullet for me? Cause you know I'll do the same." Cass sung wiping the tear that fell down her cheek.
"Warm me with your touch, pressure from your fingertips,
Never be enough, I'll do nothing but submit." Kurt sung.
"I just wanna feel a thousand hands from you, and only you,
Can you make me feel a thousand hands from you, and only you?" Quinn sung.
"I just want to feel a thousand, from you." Cass sung.
"A thousand hands from you," Unique sung.
"Just wanna feel a thousand,
A thousand hands from you." Kurt sung.
"Feel a thousand hands from you." Quinn sung the last line, then the four of them gathered as they cried. The song was absolutely beautiful. I wiped the tears from my eyes, then looked to Santana, who was still laying lifeless, but looked so peaceful.
"That was beautiful." I chocked out. The four nodded, and said a thank you, before all taking a seat down.
The rest of the visiting time, The four of them shared stories between them, but included Santana as if she were really there. Part of me, felt as though this is what it is going to be like for a while now, and part of me felt as though this could be the last time we are all together in this room, hopefully for the best as we will have Santana with us, and that is the only part I want to think about.
One of the nurses popped her head in, causing us to stop looking, and to look up at her."Visiting time is over, except for you Ms Pierce." She smiled. We all nodded, then the four of them started saying their goodbyes to Santana, then turned to me.
"Britt, do you want to come with us? Just for an hour or so. We are going to Santanas. You could shower, change your clothes, and then we can bring you back here?" Quinn asked.
"Yeah come on Britt, only for a bit." Cass added.
"I don't want to leave Santana." I whimpered. Cass walked over to me and rested her hand on my shoulder.
"She is in the best place Britt, she will be okay for a while. You know, she is probably laying there wishing one of us took you away for a bit so you could shower." Cass joked. I let out a smirk, and decided that I will go with them.
As much as I don't want to leave Santana, I don't think staying in here for hours on end is doing either of us much good. Santana hasn't showed any signs of deteriorating, or progressing, so I guess leaving for a short time isn't going to effect her too much. I stood up, then lent down and pecked Santana on the lips, before whispering into her ear; "I will be back soon babe, I promise. I love you." I grabbed my bag, and the food Kurt had brought me, then followed them out the door, giving one last look to Santana before we left the hospital.
The entire drive to Santanas house was silent. Music was played quietly, and Quinn hummed away, as did Cass. Once we arrived, I followed them all slowly up the path. This house, brings back so many memories, some that haunt me because I know things will never be the same. Rob, Sonia and the kids were in the lounge, lounging on the couches. They all looked twice as they saw that I was indeed, walking into the lounge with the group.
Sonia stood up, and wrapped her arms around me, which caused me to burst into tears. I hadn't felt anyones arms around me since the day before Santanas accident when she hugged me goodbye. And I fear, that may have been the last goodbye. "It is going to be okay Britt." She whispered, in between her own tears. She let me go, and another pair of arms wrapped around me, which was Abril.
"Santana is going to be okay, I know she is." Abril spoke.
The kids were so understanding of the situation. Rob and Sonia brought them up each day to say hello to Santana, and to tell her about their day at school just like they would if she was at the dinner table with them. Pedro and Abril draw endless amounts of pictures for Santana, which we had piled up on the shelf and hoped to hang them on the wall some day when we have the decency to. Abril let go and climbed back onto the couch next to Rob, who gave me a reassuring smile.
"Cass, dinner is in the oven. There is probably enough for you all. Britt, I put some of your clean laundry in your drawers, but there is still a pile of yours on the bed." Sonia spoke, wiping her eyes. Cass and I nodded, then Cass led us to the kitchen.
The rest of the night was a blur. I remember we ate dinner, and then I went and showered, letting my tears fall as much as they would like. After that, I got changed into some of Santanas clothes, and I was dropped back off to the hospital, where I sat down on the chair next to Santana, grabbed her hand, and started singing quietly away to a song that she had sung to me. "-and I love you, I love you, I love you like never before."
(All credit to Fifth Harmony and their beautiful song 1000 hands. Four comments and four votes for the next chapter!)
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