I always fumble
couldn't help, mumble
in my dreams
I stay up all night
or wake up violently
I want to grab my phone and call you
to talk for hours and hours
till my soul is satisfied to the deep
now it can be done only when I am asleep
I die every night
and wake up at morning
like everything is alright.
Because, I met you in my dreams
with a hope of attention
A ray of coming back to me
I was about to make a deal with a demon
to let me sleep in peace
don't scare me
with their darkness
And your love which was hollow and empty
I begged demons
in my unilluminated sleep
to get me back on track
in the return of something
I want to erase the part of you in my memory
to steal away those times I was with you happy and merry
Demon asked me for my soul
But I couldn't trade it
my soul loved you
I won't share it with anyone just like it
Demon forced me to deal
to accept the agony
Sufferings was on both the sides
but, anyway I wanted to heal
Before I could utter any words of acceptance
you pulled me away
took me to the safest place
I could ever be
I fumbled stupidly
And mumbled something
Then I was awake
Sad and broken
Finding you weren't there in reality
But you were in a part of my dream !!!
:( :( :( :( :(
