Twice One Shots (Twice Random Scenarios)

Going Once~, Going Twice~ (2yeon)

You'll never know how much pain I've felt when you said you don't know if you could love me anymore. The pieces of my heart slowly falling apart, just like how the leaves falls off a tree on a fall.

I've got nothing to do but to stare as you slowly drift away. You'll never know how much pain I've felt when you said you never loved me. You left me and took my heart with you and after all those days I've got this empy feeling on my chest that no one can ever fill but you. You'll never know how much I've cried when it finally sinked in to me that we will never be together again. Those nights I've cried out only your name, that hurtful scene kept playing in my head.

You'll never know how much I tried to forget you, cursed every thing, places, every moments that reminds me of you, desperate to get you off of my mind, I let someone in my life but never in my heart, played many hearts, but I was never satisfied but at the end of the day I long only for your touch. As the day passes by, only memories kept me alive, barely walking on through this life without you.

I saw you, you we're walking hand in hand with him, putting up a smile which I, can only cause, but that was all in the past. The past where you might  have already forgotten. I knew you saw me too. You looked back, but you never went back. I just felt sorry for myself, I, again, was left behind. It  took you days just to forget about me while I, took agonizing months to try and find happiness that you made me feel. Why loving someone have to be this hard? Why can't I just leave you be and be happy on my own, away from these intoxicating memories, away from you.

Warm liquid are oozing out of my eyes just like a human secreting liquid from their eyes called tears.

"Just for one last time, can you please look me in the eyes and tell me again you never loved me and all those days and moments we have were just pretend and all lies, tell me all that, and as swift as an eagle I will fly off in to your life and never to be heard or seen again. I will vanish just like bubble if you wish to."

Just like me, tears are streaming down from her hazel eyes. I quickly wiped it out for her, for I don't want to see such beautiful girl shedding a tear.

Staring at her face for one last time, I readied my self to hear her words. Words that will free me from my misery, for that letting go will be much easier hearing those words directly from her.

"I-I never really cared about you.. I hate you and your childish antics. You're so stupid that after all those times you still can't manage to get over me.. You're so pathetic you can't even be happy without me. I wonder why did I end up with you in the first place. " she managed to say in between sobs.

With that, just like a paper in a shredder my heart falls into pieces.

I took out the silver band that I treasured for years, I was suppose to ask her a question and give this piece of metal if she said yes. But hell broke loose and almost– no, not almost,  everything went wrong and oceans of differences separated us. Never wanting us to be together.

Letting it all sink in, I stood up and turned my back to the person who used to hold a great part of me, and always will be.

Walking out of the cafe where I first met her, I promised myself that it'll be the last time I will ever see that face and hear that name again, leaving the memories back where it all started.

A familiar warm hands grabbed my wrist, turning me back to her. A moist hazel orbs met my puffy sullen eyes. I must've looked pathetic, crying over her who never really cared.

Much to my surprise, without any consent she put her lips to mine.

"Why, such a lovely parting gift you have there." I said pulling away from the kiss.

"You stupid ostrich. You never let me finish my sentence and just left me there all alone. I hate you.." she said half crying.

"I heard what I wanted to hear and just like I promised you will be gone, I will let you be happy."

"I will never be happy if that means losing you forever.. I'm sorry if I doubted you, I'm sorry I've caused you much pain. I–, believe me I also spent my nights crying, and regretting all those things I've said and done. I never thought that it'll end up like this. So please don't leave. Stay. Stay with me and.... and we'll start over. Please." Now she's crying.

My mouth opened but abruptly closed as soon as no words came out, not knowing what to say at the unexpected turns of events.

"Wha– ..how– I mean I- I dont know what to say. "

"Say you'll marry me.."

"Of co– Hey, I was supposed to be the one asking you that question."

"Just answer me. Yes or No?"

"Well that escalated quickly."

"Going once~"

"But I was the one who su-"

"Going twice ~"

"Okay. Okay. Just promise me you'll let me ask that question too.." I said giving up.

But she just laughed and said..

"Babo-yah, even if you don't ask me that question, I will say yes, and marry you over and over again." she said and pulled me in a  sweet deep kiss.

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A/N: Scavenged some scene from my draft stock.. Hope y'all like it.. The ending kinda suck.. Sorry. XD

 

-MinaTrash™

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