Your words punch me,
They hit me,
They tell my I'm worthless,
Praying to god for someone to notice.
My fear My suffering,
My forced on tattoo,
You followed me around,
With love that was untrue.
Whenever I see my grandma,
Her smile a light,
I seem to forget,
Your failure To love us,
To hold us so tight.
When our salvage wasn't there,
You didn't even care,
You forgot to make sure if we were ever really there.
I forgot about the carelessness,
I forgot about the pain,
I forgot you saying you loved me,
Even though you were only filled with hate.
Away I went with my siblings,
Covered with pain,
We met a person who loved us,
Who held us when we were lost in the rain.
Your words hit me,
They punch me,
They tell me I'm worthless,
Praying to god that someone will notice,
My fear,
My suffering,
My forced on tattoo,
You followed me around,
With love that's untrue.
Having a mother who's words cut us so deep,
Instead of catching us when we fall.
Instead of giving us a home,
With memories and dolls,
You gave us the craving of it all.
But I have a grandma,
Who loves me even if our blood does not match,
Who is always there,
With her award winning catch.
Your children the ones you treated unfair,
We grew up with a grandma whose love is always there.
I've put up a wall,
To keep you out,
To never ever,
Have to hear you shout.
To know that you wouldn't care ,
If your children have fallen,
Made me realize,
I'd rather be worthless,
Then wanted to be forgotten.
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Words Unspoken
PoetryThis is more of a poem about my life and my Abusive mother, I have always been afraid of standing up to bully's, I have always been silent but this is my way of speaking out .
