Submissive

Chapter Fourty-Three

Katrina

I could hear blurred voices like my mom was crying and I heard other voices, one distinctively stood out to me and that was Jason's he was talking to somebody I couldn't make out who it was though

I felt like I was coming to, the room was a bright white light

Slowly opening my eyes my vision was slightly blurred

"Mmm.." I mumbled, the whole room went silent

"Katrina.." Jason called out hovering over me

My mom eyes were watery and she placed kisses all over my face

"Mom.." I croaked "I'm okay.." I spoke

"Baby you've been in a coma for three weeks don't tell us you're okay.." Jason spoke.

Three weeks? Damn it only felt like a couple of days to me

Sighing tears started to roll down my cheeks

"Is Kenzie okay?" I asked .

My mom nodded "Her and Fiona just left with Elliot, Michael, and Ethan, they brought you your favorite treats and balloons.."

I smiled, my mom stood up "I'm going to go get the doctor, I'll leave you two alone.."

My mom left the hospital room closing the door, my eyes drifted over to Jason his eyes were red and puffy he looked sleep deprived

"Hi.." I mumbled lowly, I couldn't even bring myself to look at him seeing all the pain I put him through

"Katrina look at me.." he spoke calmly

I raised my eyes to look at him, "How do you feel?"

"Heavy and Drowsy.." I spoke looking back down

Jason tilted my head back up as he kissed me

I kissed him back before he pulled away, sighing "I guess you know now.."

"About the baby? Yes I do, I mean I'm the father of the baby it's my job to know.." he spoke

"I'm not aborting the baby or giving it away, I'll leave you before I'll do anything to my bab-"

I got cut off

"You'll leave me? You aren't going anywhere and you're not taking my baby either.." Jason spoke hard

I was silent, I looked into his eyes

"Look I'm not going to the best father but I want to start a family with you Katrina, these past weeks made me realized how much family means to me despite me being fucked up.."

"You're not fucked up.." I defended, "Far from it, you just needed love Jason and that's okay.."

Jason stared at me as he rubbed on my belly, "You know it still hasn't hit me that you're pregnant yet.."

I giggled lowly "Jason I'm curious what would happen if I were to try and leave you?"

Jason's eyes flickered up to mine "Try me and see.."

My mouth went dry, "Does that answer your question?" He asked

I nodded slowly, "I have another question.."

"Do we have to stop what we do?" I asked shyly looking up at him

"You mean have sex all the time? No, we'll just slow down as you progress but this kind of put a dent in my plans for sex.."

I raised my eyebrow "There was more?" I asked

"Yes." He answered

"Like what?" I asked

Before Jason could answer the doctor and my mother came in

Jason looked at me before smirking "Another time for this chat Katrina.."

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Once the doctor briefed Jason and I they still wanted me to stay a little while before they released me

They prescribed me some medicine but they couldn't prescribe me a lot because I was pregnant so a lot of my medicine was limited

Elliot came and brought me some portillos after he dropped my mom off, which I was thankful because this hospital food was not hitting at all

Jason had propped my bed up and I was eating a polish with cheese fries

"I'm just glad she's okay Jason, she had me worried.." Elliot spoke

Jason nodded, "Yeah she had me shaken badly  I can sleep better now I suppose, knowing that she's safe and okay.."

"I know you won't let her out of your sight for awhile.." Elliot spoke looking up at Jason

"Yeah, I know you won't either Elliot so that's something we've never have to worry about.." Jason spoke making eye contact with me

I felt a shiver go down my spine, "Um, hello i'm still in here ya know? It's not like i'm sleeping.."

"Yes we are well aware love.." Jason said his british accent weighing thick

Elliot grinned slightly as his phone rung, Elliot stepped out of the room to take his phone call

I looked over at Jason who was staring at me intently "You're like the real life Christian Grey huh?" I spat quickly before I even realized it

Jason had both his arms rested on his knees with his face on his palms leaning slightly foward, Jason grinned slightly

"Christian Grey huh? Christian and I have very distinct differences but some similar nonetheless.." Jason spoke

"Yes you two are very similar.." I spoke smiling "So I have a question for you Mr. Chanely.."

Jason ran his tongue over his bottom lip "Yes Ms. Benson?"

"When you said there was more to our sex life what did you have in mind?"

"You know sex toys.." he spoke looking at me awaiting my reaction

"And you said you and Christian are nothing alike.." I spoke sarcastically

"I'm not gonna be sticking nothing inside your ass love don't worry.." Jason spoke

I blushed slightly at his bluntness, "I wasn't gonna let you anyway.."

"Anal things aren't particularly my thing I find it kind of unsettling for me.." Jason spoke

"Why am I suprised?" I asked laughing

Jason knitted his eyebrows together "You shouldn't be suprised.."

I put my empty food wrappers back in the bag

"Well I am.." I spoke sitting up "Gimmie kiss" I spoke like a child

Jason walked over to me leaning over kissing me and I kissed him back trapping his bottom inbetween my lips

I let go slowly and Jason looked at me "We should go on a vacation, me, you and the baby.." Jason spoke

"Where to?" I asked semi-excited

"Anywhere you wanna go. You and I both need a break from Florida..." he spoke rubbing my face

"Well I was thinking we vacation back to England, you know to tell your parents the news.." I spoke

Jason took a deep breath but he didn't say anything

"So I guess that means no?" I asked

"I didn't say yes or no, stop assuming.." he replied flatly

I rolled my eyes before focusing back on the TV

I hated when Jason got like that on certain things I ask him or do like that gets so frustrating

"Okay we can go if you want.." he spoke softly

I didn't respond instead I laid my head on my pillow ignoring him