My grandma signaled for me to go after my dad. I sighed. Dammn.
I walked in looking back.
"He gonna yell at me tho..".
My uncle laughed, "Man go!".
I dragged my feet slowly looking
around, he was sitting on the couch.
I sat on the opposite side.
"Dad..... I aint mean it", I said rubbing my neck. "Im sorry I yelled". He nodded his head but he never looked up. We were sitting there for about 6minutes til he broke the silence.
"Tell me...", he spoke with his hands to his mouth balled in a fist.
"What did you mean when you said me & your mom are mad about things thats not our fault?".
He finally looked up.
"I uh..". I choked a bit.
"Well?", he stared waiting.
"About the accident....when I was 4". "Yea what about it?"
He stared.
"I thought mom forgot to hug me, so I....I.....uhh"
Tears fell down his face.
"Jayden you could of died!!!".
He shouted standing up.
"And all because of you ...because of your damn mother you could of died, and I blamed myself!!! I knew I strapped you in!!".
He cried coming in front of me.
"Dad...dad Im sorry".
Tears fell from my face.
He grabbed me in hugged me tight, good thing, I swore he was gonna punch my face in.
"Its all good man....it dont even matter anymore".
I half smiled.
"Still....Im sorry".
After we went through the whole situation, he had me call my mom in tell her, I been keeping that secret in for years in it finally felt good to let it out. Clear the air. I kissed my grammy and uncle goodbye, told my dad I loved him some more in drove home.
In the house, I noticed my mom and Janaye were gone, there was a note on the fridge.
{JayJay were off to the mall to buy your sister more school clothes and do some grocery shopping.
Will talk about that situation later!!.
dt trash the house. }
I snatched the note in trashed it. Hmp. I grabbed me a soda in went to my room. Laying on the bed I remembered the weed in my pocket, I took it out. Damn it smelled wierd. I sat in down in took paper from my backpack, rolled some of the weed in it Hmm. I looked around for a lighter. BINGO. Dresser right corner pocket. I lit it up in took a puff.
I almost coughed my head off.
"Damn so this is what it feels like?".
I laughed at myself and after a few more puffs I was in heaven.
