Chapter 83. Consideration

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Kyungsoo's right. I don't know about myself right now if who am I! Why am I even affected with this when it's not my life? B-but.. Taeyeon is hurting inside as well! And I know it'll be a bad idea if she finds out all about this thing. "Speechless," Kyungsoo smirks while looking to the other direction.

"C'mon, we're just wasting our time," I have no choice though. I don't want any further more arguments and just follow him from behind. Still processing about what he said from earlier statement.

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Botanical Garden, Baekhyun's POV

Would you look at that. My favorite spot in the whole campus. Where also the place that I offered her as my Black Pearl. I remember everything all about this place, and is still fresh within me. It seems like this place makes a lot of happenings in my life. I don't assume if they will forgive me for what I've did, especially to Jongin.

Before I'll do something else, I look all around the place as flashback of what happened to me together with her flashed in my mind. This place reminds me the most and for one fact, this is the place where it reminds me about her. I don't know why but the way she looked at me in the eyes flashed in my vision. Slowly, I walk towards the spot where we held the first said 'self ceremony'.

Without knowing, Baekhyun touched the spot where Taeyeon seated before when the time they exchange their neckties together. With it, he let out a heavy sigh before looking up at the cloudy day, "You know that you've done too much for me to suffer like this. And it is indeed my first time to experience a sufferance with the girl who stole my heart. Why do you have to do this?" He ask himself before flashing a painful smile.

"So that you can feel the same way of how she suffered from before because of your stupid and invalid reason. To feel the pain she bares and cries from before, it's now turning back to you, Baekhyun." I immediately look back to find Kai and Kyungsoo standing firm right through the gates. Kai's stares were piercing me to my own mental death.

But nevertheless, I still flash a small close-mouthed smile for they came here to talk with me. I'll give credits to Kris who explained some of the details himself. "We're not here to be in good terms again, Baekhyun. But we're here to hear your explanations and some sort of a reason," Kyungsoo got straight to the point.

"But–", "Be straight to the point where the greatest part is," Kai cut me off before I speak. I sighed in surrender before offering them to sit down, "Please have a sit," They walk towards where am I and sat down right in front of me. I narrow my eyes down to the ground and bite my lower lip, "Before I'll start.. where were you guys h-have been during the past weeks until now?" Both Kai and Kyungsoo exchange gazes with one another.

"It's none of your business anymore, Baekhyun. We're here to hear your explanations and not we, whom the ones who should do it," Kai answered with full of authority, "Apology for disrespecting you starting from now onwards but it is our own will. And you have no rights to stop us about it after all," Kyungsoo added, which I felt a little bit of ashamed.

"O-okay," I started, squinting my eyes shut. "The reason why I'm calling for the both of you is.. it's because of the upcoming competition this December. And I don't want everyone to know that we're doing this thing.. y-you know, bad terms thing. And the reason behind those is–" I paused, lowering my gaze down to the ground.

"Well well well, Black Pearl leader had the first time of stuttering," Kai smirks before turning into a serious one, "We're sorry but we can't grant your wishes anymore. Remember Baekhyun, you still have debts to us! Especially to the person who got hurt the most!" Kai's voice increase that made me flinch for a little bit. I don't care if they witnessed my weak side, but it is now or never.

"Tsk. We're out of this, infact, we're having our own performan–" Kai was cut by Kyungsoo, "Enough blabber things, Jongin." And soon, he land his eyes to me. "Explain and I'm willing to listen," I nodded despite of Kai who's rolling his eyes.

"Nevertheless, there's a reason behind those statement. And that is I need your help to apologize for Taeyeon. Through the song, through the lyrics. I don't care if we'll even win or not. Atleast I will show how much–", "You love her?" Kyungsoo continued with a question. I sealed my mouth shut and look at him straight in the eyes. As him, on the other hand, were searching for an answer in my eyes as well. "Yes," I muttered before letting out a firm nod.

All of the sudden, we heard a loud bang on the table. "Since when did you have those feelings, huh!?" It seems like the world was like upsidedown. Kai had the role as my part. I look up at him, didn't show any expression that I'm afraid. Instead, I'm expressing my cold stare, deep inside, I have the weak side.

"Why do you even have to know, Jongin?" Baekhyun asked confidently and raised one brow, "Dang it, Baekhyun!" He hollered through his gritted teeth. "Now is the time that you'll show your feelings for her? In that way? You've hurt her too much! I don't think so if she ever forgives you nor accept your feelings anymore. Such a shame, such a coward," He muttered between a sigh and a smirk at the same time letting out from his lips.

"I know that I'm too late. But please, I need your help. Kyungsoo, it's your cousin here that we're talking about. Please.. I-I.. I-I'm begging you.." I started to plead for an answer. But nonetheless, I have no regrets from doing this thing, because I really and purposely do.

Kyungsoo stares at me for a brief of a second before letting out a sigh, "If it's because of my cousin and for her own sake, I will. But I warn you Baekhyun, never did I forgive someone that easily," I faintly smiled hearing by the thought. Now both Baekhyun and Kyungsoo turned their attention to Kai.

The latter simply roll his eyes and cross his arms, "I have no rights for backing out. Besides, this is for Taeyeon and the public's sake. I'll keep this hatred towards you. But don't assume that I'll be able to forgive you," I bite my lower lip to prevent myself of how happy I am right now.

"I can see some fighting spirit in your eyes, Baekhyun. Keep those within you," Kyungsoo said mysteriously before they stood up together, but despite of mystery, I simply smiled and nodded at his statement. "Thank you," Wait for my real and serious confession, soon enough.

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A/N: First of all, I am very sorry guys for the late update. I've been busy lately through my other stories! Readers kept on asking me to update as well. i hope you guys understand, and for another thing, i am sorry for the lame chapter as well. I've got slightly in mental block and can't even think of what will happen.

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