미스터 미남 & 미스 얼간이 (Mr. Handsome & Ms. Nerd) |•BaekYeon FANFIC•|

Chapter 77. Jiyong The Comforter

"That's when the day I realize when you're with Baekhyun. I hurt you a lot. But now that I got the chance and a moment for me to explain everything, I'm ready to be rejected by your presence. As long as you just forgive me for everything," He lowers his head once again, biting his lower lip.

After all that we've knew each other since in diapers, I would never have thought that Jiyong got a liver infection! I should have understand him from the start! I should have listen to him explaining everything from before! Just where the hell did he got those sickness? Those smiles and laughs of his', those were just a mask. And instead, hurt and pain were the original expression he had. Despite of the pains, he still managed to smile.

"I know that it's too late for me to try and to say this, but I'm awfully sorry for what I've done. If I could ever turn back the time, I'd rather stay beside you and die in happiness and be satisfied than leaving you alone because of my stupidity," I quickly fix my attention at him. I understand his side and I just misunderstood everything. Now it's time for me to reminisce those pains and stings in my heart. I should always remember that the important things to do in this world is to forgive and forget. I can't stand baring this grudge within me for longer, right? Maybe I'm ready to face the fact from now on.

I'm ready to open my mouth when he spoke, making me stop, "So as I'm here in case I can lean my shoulder to you. Jin, Kyungsoo and Kai told me about your bad terms between Baekhyun. Now that I think about it, it's all because of AhRee. I felt sorry, Taeyeon-ah. I'm really sorry," I bite the inside of my cheeks, as flashbacks of those scenes replaced my vision, "I-I.." I clench to my chest part, holding tightly on the necktie. "I accept your apology, Jiyong," He seemed to be stiffened for a moment and look at me in disbelief. "Did I just hear it right?" I slowly nod as an answer.

Without permission, he immediately indulge me in his arms. His scent was sweet like the old days how he used to hug me like this. I slowly shut my eyes, letting my tears of pain fall as long as they want. I keep on gulping down a lump on my throat. Preventing him to hear one of my silent sobs.

Any moment, Jiyong pull away and clustered both of his eyebrows as he cupped my cheeks, "Why are you crying?" He almost whisper as if he's concern. I bite my bottom lip and whimpered as he shake his head slowly, "You don't need to cry for that guy. Please focus by our moment right now. Since you forgive me, let's act as the same old bestfriends we used to be, okay?" I nodded at his statement as he stared intently into my eyes, "Now that I got your acceptance, I should never miss this chance and cherish my whole moment for what I've missed since before," He stated.

He slowly wipe my tears with his thumb, "I'll help with your situation. Keep strong as humble as you are. Kyungsoo, Kai, Jin, the members, the girls and I were just here for you. We're here right behind you and support you. To let you stand whenever you fall onto your knees," I nodded as I quickly pull him for another hug.

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Midnight, Taeyeon's POV

I can't sleep. I've been stumbling around at my own bed but I couldn't. Although my eyes felt heavy but why can't I feel asleep? Scenarios were keep on flashing in my mind. My breathings became more heavier every time I felt my chest part tightens. What's happening to me?

I stared blankly up in the ceiling. The girls were soundly asleep. I envy their situation. Why just I couldn't sleep like what people used to sleep normally? Am I getting crazy? I slowly lifted my head up, getting up from my own bed as well. Carefully standing up just to avoid the girls to notice me from doing so.

I look back at them and made sure that none of them is awake. I widely spread the sliding door to meet the terrace. I closed my eyes and was welcomed by the cold breeze brushing on my face.

I unknowingly walk towards outside, sitting on one of the sofa and relax. It took for about a minute as I stared above and look at the twinkling stars by the midnight. Am I really sure about this feelings of mine? Do I really l-love him? But why? He treated me like a complete trash since I became a Black Pearl. Why would I easily grow feelings for him? I didn't feel this before but it happens to me right now. What am I talking about? Mind, don't start!

I let out a heavy sigh and stared silently at the stars. When all of the sudden, I can point on the dots that constellated Baekhyun's face, smiling to be exact. I don't know if I'm going crazy by this time, but everywhere I look, there's something strange from the objects I've seen that is related to him. Is some of you a psychologist? Tell me if I'm going crazy, I just need to know and get alerted.

"Why are you still up in this late night?" I got quickly startled from my position and look back to find Sunny walking towards my way. I flashed her a weak smile as soon as she sat down to one of the sofas. "I just.. need some fresh air," I stated, which is awfully a lie.

"I see," She nodded, "Why are you still up as well?" I asked back. "The truth is.. I'm still up as what you are. I noticed that you're struggling from your bed for how many times. Until you decided to come up on this place. I know there's a problem within you, and I know what problem that is. You can lean onto me anytime," I don't know why but her words strikes me by this time. It clenches my chest much tighter. And it's getting hurt.

"A-anyways.. Do you know AhRee from before? Can I know some of her status?" I asks and look away, just to change the subject. "I do," She simply replies, "And I can tell you from detail to detail," She added. "AhRee is the type of a person that is so clingy and stubborn enough. Most of the students disagree that she was the chosen one as the Second Angel. No one of us were infavor with her. AhRee could be childish but looks scary when she became furious. In truth to be told, Baekhyun was forced to make AhRee as his Second Angel because her parents were Baekhyun's parents' business partners. On the other hand, the same opinion what Baekhyun got. He hate her a lot because of AhRee's hidden true colours,"

"Until then, Baekhyun broke up with her but the latter was too hurt enough to accept it. She convince him to do not do such a thing. But in the end, she ended up getting hurt more. Her efforts were turned useless. Baekhyun completely ignored her. Until she decided to go to another country but there's a one last message she left, she's coming back soon. And now, I would have never thought that she would never break her words," I look up, pretending to stare at the stars just by hiding this tears that were now ready to fall anytime soon.

There was a moment of silence after what Sunny explained. In my blurry peripheral vision, she walk towards me. "You don't have to hide your tears, Taeyeon. You can cry," I look at her that was now in front of me. My mouth trembled when I got ready to speak a sentence when it stopped me when she did something.

She removed my eyeglasses away. And from the looks of it, my vision turned slightly blur, but good enough to sight a thing or two. Sunny smiles, "If they were to see this, I bet they'll change their mind. It's time for you to change Taeyeon. It's time for you to slowly bloom just like a flower,"

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A/N: Don't get me wrong, but I need your feedbacks! I'm dying! This is another beginning! (Like seriously? How many times did I mentioned the 'beginning' thingy)

Recently, I re-read all of your comments from chapter 1 up to chapter 76! It really inspires me so much by reading your comments, folks! Even if I don't have the guts to update like this, but because of what I've did, this is the result! And you should thank me for it. LOL!

I hope you like this new update everyone and please stay tuned for more updates to go! Continue in supporting this story because we're nearly into the climax!

~by every time you'll vote, comment and follow, I'll add more scene of Jiyong by the following chappies! Well some of you were requesting me to do so! So keep the 1 vote, 1 comment and 1 follow so that it'll equal for 3 scenes of GD or more than that! Keep up on reading! Love y'all folks!😘✌

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