lost, lonely, dead

hunger

I don't eat.
I have replaced food with water and cough drops.
I don't want to be me anymore.
My stomach rips into pieces with no food.
I need this.
I need to be skinny.
People don't love this person so I will change.
It's 3:00 am.
I hate it.
I hate me.
Where did my health go.
It left with my dad.
When did my childhood end.
When I learned to talk.
What made me so dark.
Life.