I can't accept this. Hinata can't be gone. I can't accept it. I can't accept it. I can't. I can't.
"Kageyama..." I focus back to reality. I'm kneeling on the floor, tears coming out of my eyes. Sugawara-senpai's hand was put on my shoulder. I couldn't feel his comfort like usual, I couldn't feel anything.
I slap Sugawara-senpai's hand off my shoulder and get up from the ground. Tears trickled down my eyes and my face filled with rage. I know I'm unstable, I can't control it.
Hinata.
"LEAVE ME ALONE. DONT TOUCH ME." I yell. The sadness turns into hate. Rage fills my mind.
Everyone was looking at me, still worried. Nishinoya-san ran up to me.
"WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?! WE ARE TRYING TO HELP YOU!!" He screams at me.
My anger increases and grows.
"I DONT WANT YOUR HELP. I DONT NEED ANYONE." I cry out,"I ONLY NEED HINATA."
My scream echos and then silence fills the room. I look at the floor and a new round of tears fill my dark mad eyes.
Tap. Tap. Tap. Silence.
A sharp pain went through my cheek. Someone slapped me. I looked up to see Tsukkishima-san's face filled with anger and a hint of sadness.
"YOU IDIOT KING!" He yells. My face widens in surprise. I snap back to my mad face.
"YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL!" I was about to punch Tsukkishima until a hand impacted mine.
Sawamura-senpai's hand stopped my attempt to harm Tsukkishima.
"Kageyama, stop." His mouth opens, his voice shakes. "You think we don't understand? We lost a teammate. We. We all did. You're not the only one suffering."
I turn away from Sawamura-senpai's gaze. He grabs my face and turns it back to his.
He's crying.
"You aren't alone Kageyama." Asahi speaks up. He walks up to Sawamura-senpai and grabs his shoulder. Sugawara-senpai steps forward and pats Sawamura-senpai's back, bending down to see his crying face.
What have I done? Everyone was worried about me.
I clench my fist as I see everyone shuffle around in silence. They were walking away, to the outside of the gym.
"Y-you guys!" I yell. They all look back at me. "I'm... I'm sorry..."
Hinata, I still don't want to accept your death. Why did you have to go and kill yourself? Why?
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Inside (Kagehina)
FanfictionHappy. Hinata Shouyou was always an optimistic person. What he did surprised his whole team, made them drown in sadness. Kageyama didn't take it well, didn't take the fact that Hinata killed himself. No one could believe that.
