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Day 1 12:04am

Tim was brought into Dr. Smileys office. He hasn't woken up yet. Slender and Hoodie have been trying to comfort me, it's not working. I have tried to calm down but I can't stop thinking about him. I'm staying next to him no matter what.

Day 1 3:09am

I haven't slept. I'm too worried. Tim made a noise in his sleep. He said my name. I'm about to cry. I miss him so much.

Day 2 7:20am

He still hasn't woken up. He just keeps saying my name and other gibberish I can't understand. 

Day 11 1:37am

TIM WAKE UP!!!!! I miss you so much....

Day 19 2:04pm

He moved his arm. That's it....

Day 24 5:09am

Everyone is starting to loose hope. Except me. Hang in there babe. It's gonna be okay.

Day 37 4:08pm

Tim. Even I'm starting to loose hope. Please come back. I've refused to eat or sleep or move. Please. I love you so much.

Day 40 7:48pm

I'm also in a hospital bed now. I've neglected everything for so long that now I'm in bad health. I told them to move my bed next to his so I can still hold his hand. It's still warm. I need you to wake up Tim.

Day 45 3:58pm

He gripped my hand today.

Day 50 1:06am

Dr. Smiley asked if I wanted to cut the cord. I told him that I still believe in him and to do what it takes to bring him back.

Day 56 2:04pm

I'm starting to go crazy. More crazy then a murderer can be. I need him. Please...

Day 62 11:30pm

"I love you Toby." Is what he said.

Day 67 12:34pm

He hasn't said anything. I need to hear his voice again. I keep rewatching old videos of him to see his face with a smile on it.

Day 83 5:40am

I'm not giving up.

Day 95 4:07pm

Dr. Smiley says there is a 5% chance he will wake up. I'm not letting him go.

Day 105 8:05am

Tim....

Day 137 7:30am

I'm not giving up. I still love you!

Day 150 8:24pm

Why.....why me.......

Day 190 12:00am

Happy birthday Tim........

Day 200 3:09am

I want to die........

Day 230 5:24pm

He opened his eyes today. He looked at me and smiled. He's awake. I'm so happy. He's going to need to stay here for a few weeks but he's gonna be fine! I kissed him for the first time in almost a year. I love him so much. I'll never loose hope in him.

~~why did I write this? I was crying the whole time. Hope you enjoyed!~~

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