Hey guys, an update should be posted later on tonight for this book but recently I've had a lot going on in my life and I just needed to let it all out. So I was thinking and thinking and thinking whether I should be doing this. Letting my personal life go on social media can be very controversial but you guys are really good people and may know how to help and since you're all so sweet, I am desperate for advice. It's shit what I'm about to tell you. For a 14-year old it's so ridiculous but this is the life that stupid people are giving me at the moment. Ok so names will remain just by their first letters so:
M, S, E, G (me obviously)
Okay here goes.....
So today we got our religion marks back. I wasn't particularly happy with mine and only decided to share it with E who was sitting next to me. It was a private mark and something I would never share with anyone else. It was a reasonable mark just not something I'd go calling round to the whole entire grade. Don't worry guys I didn't fail it's all good 😊.
But anyways I got home and everyone on our group chat from school was asking about my mark and were sharing theirs etc. but I specifically told them I didn't want to share mine because it was private and it's only for me to know and for me only. After the conversation on the group chat, M decided to text me in private and ask me what my mark was but I still wouldn't budge saying that it wouldn't be fair on the others if I just told her. Somehow she found out that E knew my mark and got all mad because she didn't know it. E and I are extremely close friends and she was just sitting next to me in class so as I said, it was just convenient to have her support. M started a "fight" with me and kept complaining that she isn't involved in stuff that me E and S do together. The three of us have our own chat since last week we went to shoot an episode of The Voice Australia and we decided to organise stuff on there in our own conversation so then the others wouldn't think we were bragging or trying to make them jealous. M however got more jealous that she wasn't included and that's a whole new fight to rant about but she may be over that now.
However M is now saying that I'm a complete liar and is just bitching on all day about me and whispering rude things to other people. All because I didn't want to share my mark. In the end, I just told her it and tried to move on but deep inside I know she hasn't and I know tomorrow's going to be complete shit cause all of my classes are with her.
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I'm so pissed at her because she's being so rude to me and guys I just need help. You know, I may seem perfect on the outside but I'm not. My profile posts, my 16 years On updates are sometimes based on my own crap life. I know alot of you look up to me as an inspirational person but behind that, I'm just a normal teenager with a life that's out of control. I have friends that treat me like rubbish and thats mainly the reason I write. To let all that stress go. Watching TNS has made me a whole new person. And going on Wattpad and socially meeting all you guys have made me more confident, a more incredibly protected person and that's why every day I can't thank you all enough. You mean the world to me and I'm not just saying that that out of ridiculousness, it's true. You're all my friends. All 800 of you and I couldn't be more thankful.
Wow I just realised this was 800 words of full on rants and I'm so sorry but I just need something or someone to push me through this as its been on my mind for days. M really puts me down when she's mean to me because she's such a close friend and it's hard firing with really close friends. Wow I'm being really front up today. I haven't told you guys this but my name is _tnsreality because my life behind this phone screen is the reality. Whenever I write it's like I put an entire mask on and write like its the last word on the planet. Please comment below on any advice or maybe experiences you have had. I'd love to hear something, anything from the people I may not have seen face to face but trust like I've known hem forever. Thank you guys. I love you all more than anything, even chocolate 💜💜💜💜💜.
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~ Grace xoxoxo
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Lost and Found
قصص الهواة~ L O S T & F O U N D ~ 3 years ago, the cast of the hit TV show The Next Step concluded after its 5 season series had come to an end. Everyone lost contact and not even the love birds of the show - Brittany and Trevor could stay together. So when...
