IT'S CLEAR NOW

Chapter 10 "hurting"

sampe tiba tiba louis dateng............................

Ujung bibirnya sama idunya dia bedarahh dan biru, gw ngeliatnya cuman bisa nutupin mulut kaget, ada apa dengan louis sampe kaya gitu? tbtb louis dorong harry terus meluk gw dan gw diem mematung ga bisa ngapa ngapain
Me: "omg what happen to you lou?you okayy?"
Louis: "this jerk just punch me in my face" kt lou nunjuk nunjuk harry terus louis ngomong lagi
Louis: "baby im so sorry about the drama, its out of control, she's really pregnant my baby yn. im so sorry i didnt mean too, that night i really drunk bc i fucking miss you! than this girl come to me i dont know what happen. im so sorry for broke your heart i love you so so so so much, i have to take the responsibility yn i hope you'll understand im gonna married her in a couple weeks yn" kt louis sambil so nangis,
Harry: "WHAT THE FUCK!!!DONT BELIEVE HIM YN" kt harry yang murka dan marah bangett, liam and niall ngejegat harry yang udah mau nonjok louis lagi
Me: "Thats mean you love her lou!!!!!!!! Than how about me? how about us louis??? how about all the promises? all the moment we make? you really broke my heart into pieces, why dont you just tell me the truth??? i hate you louis i hate you!!!! how if im pregnant???? would you marry me? would you louis fucking tomlinson?!!! what would you do?!" kt gw sambil mukul dada dia sekenceng kencengnya sambil nangis
Louis: "hey heyy i understand, yesh i love her but i love you! believe me i love youu but we have to face the reality right? if you pregnant i will take the resposibility, but i cant marry you, i will take care of the baby" pas louis bilang gitu gw bener bener benci sama dia, he wont marry me??? fuck you louis!!!!! dia lebih milih briana dari pada gw?????? gw langsung tampar muka dia
Me: "its clear loui! i hate you louis dont ever come to my life again we are over! i dont need you! even when im pregnant i dont need you! i can take care of my self! you fucking asshole" kt gw tampar dia lagi, harry langsung meluk gw dan gw nangis di pelukannya. harry shoulder always there when i needed thanks god.
Harry: "tell her the truth ASSHOLE that you and briana have a special relationship before this happen, you cheating on her right? sleep with briana all night, and have sex all night? promise briana that she is the only one, and tell her that yn just a trash in your life? tell her, come on man dont look so nice in front of her" gw kaget banget pas harry bilang gitu dan air mata gw semakin menjadi jadi, karna louis lagi mabok dan dia udah lose control dia ngomong
Louis: "Okay! okayyyy bitch if you want me to tell the truth! i really love you at first! and than yeshhh i meet briana in the club and i fall in love with her, i really love her but i dont love you sorry,im cheating on you? yesh its true bitch! i fuck her everynight and i promise to marry her! and how about you asshole tell her the truth! the truth that you hide from her! tell her that......" gw baru liat louis kaya gini, dia ga pernah kaya gini sebelumnya.
Me: "enough louis enough, i can take it! you dont love me? its okay. im okay. i just so fucking stupid! i thought you are the one who change my life, i thought you really really love me for who really am, i thought you gonna be the father of my son in the future, i thought you were different from the other boys. but i was wrong you're not one of them. you just an asshole, jerk!!! take care of yourself louis thanks for the beautiful moment you give to me(:"
kt gw ambil jaket terus pergi ga tau mau kemana.
Diluar ruangan studio gw cuman bisa berlutut terus nangis its hurt so fucking much!

-Harry's prof-

setelah yn ngomong semuanya dia ambil jaket dan pergi.
Harry: "look what you've done ASSHOLE"
kt gw terus ngejar yn dan nenangin dia. Gw liat dia lagi duduk diemm masih dengan suara nangis yang menyakitkan buat gw, gw ajak yn buat balik ke hotel sama gw, tapi dia ngga mau dia malah ngajak gw ke danau, mungkin dia mau nenangin diri, akhirnya gw sama yn ke danau.

-skip-

gw udah di danau sama yn dia ada di pelukan gw sekarang, masih nangis. i hate to see her cry.
Yn: "i love him harry, why he did that?"
gw cuman meluk dia, rasanya sakit liat seseorang yang kita cinta nangis dan cerita betapa cintanya dia sama orang yang dia cinta, tapi lu? dia cuman nganggep lu sahabat ga lebih.