IT'S CLEAR NOW

Chapter 1 "First day"

It was fine before. eveything its going alright. until.........................................

*flashback*

Me: "Harold do you really have to go? leave the town and bakery too" *sadface*
Harry: "i should go yn i want to catch my dream but dont worry though i'll come back(: i will back and work in the bakery again😂 dont worry little baby i wont forget you"
Me: "pinky promise okay:("
Harry: "pinky promise"
*hug harry so tight*

Harry edward styles he is my bestfriend mungkin setelah percakapan tadi gw ga akan ngeliat dia lagi selama beberapa tahun, iya dia ikutan audisi xfactor dan gw denger dia dibentuk menjadi 1 group boyband gituu

dan dia harus pergi ke LA buat ngejar mimpi dia dari dulu, gw berusaha buat ngertiin itu tapi kayanya susah bangett ngelepasin harry😣

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Today it's been 3years since harry leave me and i never meet him again he promise but he never come back. i miss him, sebenernya gw sering liat dia di tv tv sih tapi tetep aja gw kangen, he is my bestfriend ever! he is very busy rn😂 sekarang dia sama 4boys lagi tour all around the world dan tepat banget hari ini tour mereka ke Cheshire, england and guess what? today is 1st february that means today is harold birthday! i buy a ticket concret + M&G for tonight! i cant wait to meet him wohoo!

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Tonight is the concret! Gw udah siap memakai baju polos putih dan kemeja merah kotak kotak, shortpants and white converse. My hair? i just let them fall😂 ok im ready to go! oh ya dont forget to bring harold gift, I bought him a clothes and the boots he wanted since he's still in holmes chapel, gw tau dia udah bisa beli sendiri tapi bakalan lebih special kalo gw yang beliin kan? im so excited!

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im arrived at the stadium. gw langsung menuju backstage untuk m&g im so excited! sekarang gw lagi ngantri buat ketemu harry im shaking im scare that he dont remember me.
gw ada di urutan ke 3 sekarang and OMG he is so fucking tall right now, he change so much! his hair, his skin, so much tattoos but still he is beautifull omg i cant control my emotion im shaking im freakout. now is my turn gw jalan menuju tempat meet and greet dan niall mengajak gw berpelukan tapi gw menghiraukannya, gw tetap menatap kesatu titik yaitu harry. setelah gw tepat berada didepannya, harry lagi dadah dadah ke fansnya yang tadi diurutan depan gw. gw senyum and i say
Me: "Remember me harold" kt gw terus harry nengok
Harry: "Who?...... OH GOD YN! yo...... ahhhhhh i miss you!!!!!!!! you are change so much!! aku hampir ga ngenalin kamu! kamu cantik sekarang!"
Me: "You too you change so so so muchhh! ummmmm maksud kamu aku ga cantik dulu! *cubit perut harry*"
Harry: "*laughing* masih lucu aja kaya dulu sihh" kt harry meluka gw
Liam: "Guys what's going on?
Harry: "oh im so sorry liam. guyss i want you to meet my old bestfriend her name is YN"
Liam: "oh hi im liam jadi dia yang lu ceritain waktu itu"
Harry: "yash li"
Niall: "hallo im niall nice to meet you, you're so beautiful" *kiss my hand* gw cuman bisa ketawa liat tingkahnya niall😂
Louis: "Niall stop it! hi im louis(:" kt louis lepasin tangan niall dari tangan gw,
Oh god he take my hand, louis he is super duper adorable, his blue eyes and his cheek bones aaahh i think i fall in love with him!!!

Harry: "Okay enough😊😊 lets take the picture"
setelah gw foto sama mereka gw ngasih kado yang gw beli buat harry and he is very very happy dia ngasih gw crew's card jadi gw bisa bulak balik backstage dan bisa nonton di front row. gw kasih ticket yang gw beli buat fan mereka yang di luar studio soalnya sayang juga kalo gw buang
Harry: "after the concret is over go to our bus okay bye enjoy the performance😉"

setelah itu gw ke front row buat nonton mereka omg harry make baju dan boots yang gw beliin 😂😂 its really fit on him i thought it will be very big😂 i enjoy everything dari pertama konser dimulai sampe selesai there are no words to describe your feelings when the lights go off and the screams fills the stadium, tadi semua fansnya nyanyiin happy birthday juga buat harry dan dia keliatan happy bangett. konser udah selesai seperti yang harry bilang gw suruh ke bus mereka dan pas lagi jalan gw ketemu seseorang seems similiar oh! thats mom anne!!!
Me: "Mom anne!"
dan mom anne nengok dan kaya bingung gitu dehh
Me: "Mom its me! Yn! yeah its me"
Anne: "Yn? ohh godd!!! yn my baby gurll i miss you where have you been? you growup so much honey!" *hug*
Me: "yeahhh mom im growing hahah harry too he's hair is so long rn!where is gemm?"
Anne: "He is in Italy right now doing some job(: cmon lets meet harry(:"

Gw jalan berdua sama mom anne sambil ngobrol ngobrol. kita sampe di bis pas masuk gw langsung disambut dengan louis yang lagi ga pake baju terus keringetan keringetan gitu dehh aaarrgghh he is so hot!!!

i swear he is hot, hotter than a fire! gw mematung di depan louis!
Louis: "why you just stand there? come on come in yn(:"
pada saat louis bilang gitu gw baru sadar
Me: "ohh yeahhh okayy"