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For the past days my mind was on some other level. My subconscious wasn't helping too. She was replaying moments again and again. All I can think of is how my hormones are raging. All day, every minute and every hour. I thought about him, us. I couldn't eat. I was never hungry too. All I wanted to do is lie down somewhere and daydream. Yeah, pathetic. But it's what I usually do. Daydreaming allows me to control events in my mind. Anything is possible. I mean anything.
I would create scenarios in my mind when I was younger, to escape reality of course. I still do it. It's part of me. Its makes me feel better when I control things and take matters into my own hands. I used to daydream about Justin Bieber. SERIOUSLY? I was 12. Lol. Dream about how we'd get engaged and what not, doesn't matter anyways.
What I'm to say is that I've been creating scenarios in my mind and replaying them. It's like a movie that never ends, plays over the same scene but you never get bored to change it.
Him and I have been texting non stop. Obviously. We just met for the first time ever. We have to. We usually talj about the moment wr met and stuff and he thought it will never happen.
I went over to my aunt's place. I usually go there when I have nothing to do. We usually talk about boys. Her and I have a similar situation. She's in a long distance relationship. Just like Jay and I . She tells me things about her boyfriend and their fights. It usually reminds me of Jay. We had small fights , nothing major. All relationships go through it. We resolve it sooner or later. I can tell why my aunt and I have similar things alike. First things first, we both Geminis. I don't know everything they say about Geminis but I do know something about us having different personalities and that we get attached fast and unattach ourselves slower. In other words we fall in love hard. I agree totally. I don't know where it came from but my love for Jay grows minute by minute by just thinking about. I sometimes wonder what my life would be like right now if he wasn't in my life. You will probably be bored and lonely looking, my subconscious adds. She needs to shut up. I know she's right anyways.
My favourite tv shows are on today, America's Next Top Model, The Wendy Williams Show and E! News. My old self will probably be lying on the coach munching on some oreos , I say my old self because latele I don't think I'm myself! I chose not to watch any of them, I'd rather lie on my bed and replay the moment I first touched him. Stupid I know. What els can I do? It's like he's this drug I can't get enough with. I don't recommend it. The daydreaming. You will surely snap out of it in the next five minutes. As for myself, I didn't snap out of it. In fact, it continued for more than an hour! Yes I know, crazy. I'm crazy. Crazly In love.
I grabbed my phone and plugged into my headphones. I listened to the same song continuously. I was lost in my world as the song played. Let the music speak for I am gone into another world:
Jess Glynne & Clean Bandit -❤Real Love ❤
Oh, you've got that feeling that I wanna feel
Oh, you've got the feeling that I know is real, real, real.
It's in the way you look, it's in the way you love
And I can see that this is real.
It's in the way you talk, it's in the way you touch
And I can see.
This is real, real , real, real love
This is real , real , real, real love
You give me that feeling, you give me that feeling
You give me that , you give me that real love
You give me that feeling, you give me that feeling
You give me that , you give me that real love
Oh, before you I was searching for a rarity
Oh, you showed me things I'd never thought that I would see.
It's in the way you look, it's in the way you love
And I can see that this is real.
It's in the way you talk, it's in the way you touch
And I can see.
This is real, real , real, real love
This is real , real , real, real love
You give me that feeling, you give me that feeling
You give me that , you give me that real love
You give me that feeling, you give me that feeling
You give me that , you give me that real love
Time won't waste and we just learn
To take it slow and wait our turn
Held my breath, cause I believe
That you'll find me
Real, real, reall, real love
This is real , real , real , real love
You give me that love (real love)
You give me that love (real love)
You give me that love (real love)
You give me that love
This is real, real, real, real love
This is real, real, real, real love
You give me that feeling, you give me that feeling
You give me that , you give me that real love
You give me that feeling, you give me that feeling
You give me that , you give me that real love
This is real , real , real , real love
You give me that love (real love)
You give me that love (real love)
You give me that love.
❤❤❤❤
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