Since Connor ~•Tronnor AU•~

10

Connors P.O.V
{Chocolate; The 1975}
{The City; The 1975}
I was immediately embraced in a tight hug, "oh my god! Tyler!? Hi!" I say, surprised to see the once ginger haired boy, now a bleach blonde. "How are you? It's been so long since you've come out here!" He squealed and hugged me, I gladly hugged him back. "I'm good! I just came out here because I-" I paused and thought about what I was about to say, and decided to avoid that issue, "-I wanted to come here and surprise you and Korey!" I lied. He smiled greatfully. "Where's your parents?" He asked, whipping around to see if they were any where around us. "Oh..uh..well they couldn't get off of work, so they let me come out here alone," I answered, scratching the back of my neck, "I'm staying at our cabin." He nodded with understanding.

You see, Tyler and I have been friends since we were really young. He's older than me, but it really doesn't seem as though he is. We met when we went to the hot springs and our moms became friends too so they exchanged numbers and have kept in close contact since. Tyler has always been there for me, he's my best friend. He was actually the first person I came out to, and he's been encouraging me to come out to more and more people, gradually of course. Tyler's just been a great supporter and friend.

"So, how is it? Being out of the closet and all?" He said, adding a wink and nudge to my arm. "Well, honestly, it's fine. Just weird still." I sighed and he nodded while saying, "I can understand that. Have you found anyone special?" He asked. I paused, one person coming to mind: Troye. "No. Not really. There aren't many single gays at my school." I replied with a forced smile. "We'll just have to change that then." He smirked deviously.

I got to the cabin where I would be staying for the next three to four days, and put all of the food away. Tyler, Korey, and I agreed that tomorrow we'd take the four hour scenic trip to the City. As for tonight, I was alone, eating ice cream. I turned on the TV, flipping through the channels until something caught my eyes.

"The search is still on for 17 year old Connor Franta and 16 year old Troye Mellet. Franta was said to have been at a gas station in Witchita Kasas, with Mellet stopping at the same location only four hours later." The news reporter said. Are you actually fucking with me? Troye's missing? Maybe he's looking for me..? He doesn't care that much, does he? No. Of course not.

I couldn't handle it. It didn't seem real. The fact that Troye is out there, and no one knew where he was, scared the shit out of me. I can't look for him, because first off, I don't know where the fuck he is, and secondly, I have to get to Joey's before I do anything else.

I turn the TV off, and get up, putting away my ice cream dish. I'm crying, but I don't make a sound. The tears just stream down my face like a never ending waterfall. I went to the bathroom, turning on the water and letting it heat up while I turned on my music. During my shower I didn't stop crying. I don't know why, but I just couldn't help it. My chest ached, my eyes were red and puffy. I never knew that someone that I haven't even known for a year, could effect me so much. I'm not homesick, I don't miss my school, or my old life, or what I used to have. All I miss is him, and now I don't know where he is.

These thoughts keep me awake, all through the night. I can't help but crying, occasionally trying to pull myself together, but only being okay for 15 minutes at the most. I cry myself to sleep, not once escaping my thoughts of him. Even in my dreams, he was there, oddly enough. (A/n not in a nasty way you little rats.)

The next day was kind of better. The only thing that changed was the fact that I wasn't crying.

I was sitting on the couch eating cereal, watching some random TV show when my phone started ringing. I picked it up, "heeeey Con Bon. You ready for tonight?" Tyler's voice rang through the phone. "Oh, yeah." I answered, trying my hardest to sound happy.

"Okay good. Is it okay if Korey and I come over for a bit before we leave?" He asks. "Yeah, totally." "Okay. Be there in two hours." He says happily and hangs up.

I envy Tyler for his constant happiness. No matter what life threw his way, he was always happy. It just didn't seem fair.

I got ready, deciding to leave my hair down, and put on my outfit that I would wear tonight. A green and white stripped sweatshirt, black jeans, and my white low top converse. (a/n #OotdConnor)

There was a knock on my door. I got up and opened it to see Korey and Tyler. Korey immediately embraced me in a hug. "Hey kid, how's it goin?" He said and I smiled. "Hi. It's going good." I replied as they walked in.

We sat on the couch for a while until Tyler got restless. "Guysssss. I'm booooorreeeedd." He whined. "We know, Ty." Korey rolled his eyes and I giggled. They were great together. "Can we leave yet?" Tyler asked. "Christ child, it's literally 12:00pm. Can you calm your tits, please?" Tyler huffed at Koreys statement, crossing his arms and pouting like a five year old child.

"We'll leave in an hour. So we'll get there by four, have four hours for walking around, then head to the club by 8. Sound good?" Tyler states a couple of minutes after that ordeal. Korey and I nod in agreement.

This is gonna be one hell of a night.

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