WARNING SUPER SHORT CHAPTER.
Niall's POV:
As soon as our lips made contact, I for some reason couldn't find myself pulling away from her.
Before we could go any longer she pushed me away.
"I-I'm sorry, I kinda just got..umm..and then...uhh.."
She was blushing furiously. She refused to make eye contact with me. I felt kind of sorry and what's weird is that I have no idea what to say. It was all so sudden and in the moment I guess I wasn't thinking straight.
I'm standing here. Gobsmacked. I look like an idiot just standing here listening to her babble on.
"Erm, no need to apologize, love. I should get going." I said awkwardly.
I could feel Roxy tense up a bit. Her body language showed guilt. The way she shyed down made feel sorry for her again.
"Yeah, I'll see you around." She said still not looking at me.
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As soon as I walked out of that bakery a pang of guilt hit me like a brick in the face. How can I be such a fool? I just want to go home and bang my head against the wall.
Maybe I shouldn't be too hard on myself, right? It's not that big of a deal. Yeah. It was just an in the moment thing. It's a terrible excuse, but hey I should just not think about it right now. I just have this gut feeling inside of me screaming LEAH'S THE ONE.
I can't just push it aside. I really do care about her, so I just have to move past what happened.
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Ok, I'm sorry for not updating for a while. I've had major writers block and I know this is a short chapter, but I kinda just wanted to show you guys how Niall felt about the kiss ok? Forgive me, :(
I promise I'll update in a little bit...after I have my peanut butter sandwich with chocolate chip cookies and hot cheetos.
I'm on a diet. Can you tell?
Anyways, thanks for putting up with me :)
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