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Ziam One-Shot

(A/N: So, yes, I am doing another gay one. But, hey they're fun. Plus, Ziam is like my new obsession. Other than Larry. They'll always be my number one gays.)

Prompt: Liam has panic attacks a lot and Zayn usually helps him. But, one night they get in a fight and Zayn ignores his panic attack and leaves. The results could be bad.

ZAYN'S POV

I've always known that Liam had panic attacks. The first time it happened it scared the shit out of me and I called 911, but they informed me that it was common and that I just had to calm him down. So I did what any good boyfriend would. I hugged him close and kissed him anywhere I could until he calmed down.

Liam would usually chill in a couple of minutes, but I would still be nervous until he did.

"Zayn, babe, I'm fine." Liam would say, but I would still worry. Today has been an off day for us. We haven't really spoken much and when we have it felt... Awkward. When I get home that night from my job at the bakery downtown, Liam is sitting on the couch. Crying.

"Li, babe, what is it? What's wrong? Why are you crying?" I say in a rush. He just shakes his head. My brow furrows in confusion. 'Wha-?" But  I'm cut off by Liam.

"Did you cheat on me, Zayn?" He aks quietly. The blood drains from my face. I did go out last night and a girl kissed me, but  I pushed her off. Eventually. How would he have known?

"What are you talking about?" I say, trying to not seem suspicious. "My friend, Josh, you know him. He is a bartender at a club downtown, and he happened to see my boyfriend snogging another girl." My breath leaves me and I am sitting there more guilty then I ever have.

"Liam, it was mistake. And all we did was kiss." I try to make it better but that just makes it worse. He turns to look at me sharply. "All you did was kiss? Well, how about I go 'just kiss' Harry." He says darkly.

The thought of Liam and Harry kissing makes my blood boil. His lips are mine. And mine only. "Your lips are mine." And that was the biggest mistake.

"Excuse me?! Shouldn't your lips be mine?!" He shrieks. I wince. He has a point. "Get out." My head shoots up.

"Wha-what?" I ask, disbelieving. "Get out. I don't want to be around a cheater." That makes me angry for a reason I don't know. After all, I am a cheater. And then all hell breaks loose.

"Get. Out." Liam says shortly. I shake my head defiantly. "No." I can see his hands begin to shake and breathing get heavier. The beginning of a panic attack. But I ignore it. He sinks to the ground, not being able to handle the situation anymore and I can't either.

"Fine. I'm leaving." Is all I say, then I'm out the door.

LIAM'S POV

When the door shuts, I go in full panic mode. The door clicks and I freak the fuck out. My hands sweat, breathing gets harder, body convulses, and I begin to sob. My oxygen is lacking from the over-activity and I begin to see stars.

My last plea of, "Zayn." Is the last thing I say before my vision goes black.

(A/N: Worse. One-Shot. Ever. I am so sorry. I know it's terrible,  but I am having an off day. I love you, my beauties.)

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