conversations with myself

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What do I say
What can you say
What should I say
Nothing...
If I say something its wrong
Keep your mouth shut Just play a long
I love her
Shut up
I care so much
Don't say anything
I can't pretend like I want this
Don't ruin this
But I could make her happy
You're just going to fuck things up
Please
No
Let me say it
Shh Nothing...
I can't do it
Don't say it
I can't
You're not good enough
I want to be
You won't be you'll never be
I can try for her
You'll make a mistake
But forgiveness exists
Not in this world don't do it
I need to
You can't
I'm scared
You should be
Too scared to show I care?
Definitely that's how hearts get broken
Nothing..
Yes nothing
Just nothing ?
You can't say a thing you'll be broken
I'm broken either way
You'll hurt her
I'll hurt her
You'll hurt her
Just nothing...
Just nothing
I'm nothing.

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