Behind it all | Jadine

Team Real

~ Nadine 

Ang daming nangyari, it seems like everything went by so fast. Ngayon, the whole world knows about our relationship. It's a bit absurd that we have to mix things up para lang magka tugma lahat nang sasabihin namin. Kahit na matagal na kami ni James, we have to actually lie a bit. 

Feb 11, 2016. That's the official date. 

Before all these happiness, a lot had happened. Not to mention bad things happened. After the premiere night incident, James and I had a huge fight that led us to a break up. 

Akala ko, things wouldn't work out anymore. I thought that was the end of us. 

But, God is good. God has his plans. 

A little flashback - - -

Weeks had passed since the break up, naging okay naman kami. Our friendship was back, kaya lang it's a bit awkward. 

Gan'to pala ang sinabi nila noh? Na pag ang isang love team papasok sa isang relasyon, pag nag-away man o nag break, naapektohan ang trabaho. 

We have to read Clark and Leah's lines na wala imikan. Minsan nga, nagagalit na si direk sa'min kasi wala nang intimacy. We had no feelings. At all. Kaya I had to lower down my pride and let it all go. If it's meant to be like this, then let it be. 

Recently, nakabalik kami from our US trip, for another shooting for OTWOL and a concert. Days passed, bumabalik na ang closeness namin ni James, It felt like nothing was wrong. Pumunta kami sa Lake Tahoe, where we had to talk about what happened. Honestly, I felt better. I think that was what we needed. 

This month's going to be busy for us; JadINe Love concert; OTWOL finale; and Another movie shooting before we head for our world tour. 

Honestly having this busy schedule made me forget things. 

Recently, James' being clingy nanaman. I don't know if he's giving me mixed signals. Hindi na rin naman ako aasa na magkabalikan pa kami. 

*ting* 

message from: James Reid 

and yes, I changed his contact name. (move on move on din) 

Pero things hasn't changed naman, we always keep in touch. Ewan ko, I don't understand this kind of set up din. 

'Hey, dinner later?' 

I placed my phone down and stared at the mirror. Oo nga pala, i'm here for another endorsement shoot. At inaayusan ako. 

I kept thinking. Ano bang meron?

'sure.. :)' I hesitated and deleted it. hmmm 

'Anong meron?' *sent* 

I closed my eyes and drowned myself in my own thoughts. 

Nadya, nadya. Ayan ka nanaman. Easy to get mo! psh. 

*ring ring* My eyes shut open and stared at my phone screen. 

James Reid calling... 

Jelly: "Ano? sasagutin mo ba? o ako nalang?" *smirks* 

Nadine: *rolls her eyes and grabbed her phone* "Hello?"

James: "Hey"

Nadine: "Anong meron?" 

James: "wala lang." 

Nadine: "Eh wala naman pala, bakit may pa dinner pa?" 

James: "Ayaw mo?" 

Nadine: "Hindi naman sa ayaw ko James, pero.. what's with dinner?" 

James: "You'll eventually know when you come with me" 

Nadine: *sighs* "Fine, sige na. I still have work." 

~ 

After the shoot, I headed to a winery where James have reserved for us. Okay narin kasi, it's a bit private at walang masyadong tao doon. 

The waitress led me to James, he reserved a room. Nagulat din ako kasi nandoon sina Yassi. Umupo katabi ni James.. kasi that was the only seat available. Knowing them, alam kong planado lahat nang eto. 

Nadine: "soooo" *looks around* "Anong meron?" 

James: "Kain ka muna" *grabs food* 

Nadine: *stares at James then shifted her look at yassi*

Yassi: *mouths* 'Hindi ko rin alam' 

Nadine: *rolls her eyes* "James" 

James: "hmmm" 

Nadine: "spill it out" 

James: "fine." *grabs Nadine's hand* "These past few days made me realize that not having you by my side is hard. I never thought that we would actually have that break up. That was awful. Very. I thought things would work out by then, but it got worst. Nadine, I may have made the wrong move, but please give me another chance. One more chance?" 

Nadine: *tries not to smile* 

James: *looks at Nadine's eyes* "We had our bad days, and I have enough of them. Nadine, I'm still in love with you, I'm so in love with you" 

Nadine: *smiles* "You're in love?" 

James: *nods* "Nothing has changed" 

Nadine: *smiles widely* 

James: "Are you not gonna say something?" 

Nadine: *blushes* "Kilig ako" *laughs* 

James: "So are we back with each other?" 

Nadine: *nods* "I love you" 

James: *smiles* "I love you too" 

~ 

Basically, That was what happened on that day. And from that day on, James was extra caring, clingy, and jolly. It was unbelievable because I thought things would fall apart. But it got better. 

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Hey guys, short update. Nakakaloka wala nang otwol! 

But in the brighter side, Finally they're official! Hindi lang dito sa story ko but sa totoong buhay! And i'm sorry if I had to reroute the story, I had to do it para magkatugma naman sa real happenings. 

This story is purely my imaginations lang po, a lot has been messaging me if it's true ba. I made everything up. Some, kinuha ko in real life, but mostly, it came out from my imagination lang po. 

Thank you for being patient with me! I promise i'll write more often. :) 

xoxo