Behind it all | Jadine

Prologue

"You got that James Dean, day dream look in your eyes~~ and I got that red lip classic thing that you like.. And when we go crashing down, we come back every time

Cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style.."  

My favorite song from my favorite singer.. haynako si James talaga ang naalala sa kantang to. 

"Bullshit" unfortunately.. I said that loudly

"What's wrong ba ateng? nag-iimagine ka nanaman ba kay papa Hayme mo?" he chuckled as he finished my make-up and it made me smirk

"Past is past na, what's done is done. Ba't ba palagi nyong pinapaalala sa'kin?" My eyebrows furrowed. "I mean, hello. Di pa ba sapat na nakikita ko siya araw-araw?" I let out a huge sigh and when I say huge parang ang laki nang problema ko. 

"Haynako Nadya.." binitawan niya ang makeup brush "Ba't kasi hindi mo nalang binigyan nang pagkataon ang tao na mag explain? di naman lahat nang iniisip mo eh yun talaga ang nangyari." 

I faked a smile. "It's been what? 5 months. 5 months of pretending na okay kami, at it's too late to fix things between us eh."

"The interview will start in 5 minutes po, James' there na, ikaw nalang ang hinihintay Nadine" sabi ng manager ko. I stood up and nodded. "napapagod ka na ba?" Nabigla ako sa tanong ni Ate *sighs*

"Nadi-" 

I cut her off. "I got used to it, kaya ko pa naman..." I let out a weak smile and headed to the studio

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[The Buzz]

"So... ano na? may nagbago na ba sa relasyon niyo? did it became deeper?" tanong ni Ate Toni and it made the audience scream. Ito yung buhay ko, yung buhay namin pala.. Pero hindi naman talaga ganito dati. Everything was so different.. and when I say different.. Very, very different. 

I looked at James and I was shocked when he was already looking at me "Ay ayan naaaa!" Hiyaw ni ate Toni. Nako, kung alam niyo lang. "Ahh.." yun lang talaga ang lumabas sa aking bibig at napayuko nalang ako. 

"We're good, our relationship is stable. We gained each other's trust." James. I shooked my head up shocked of what he said, "Trust?" napaisip ako dun ah. 

"Right Nadya?" he looked at me sincerely. Shit.. not those eyes. No

"Uhh hehe.. Yes Hayme" Pinandilatan ko siya nang mata. Jusko ano nanaman tong pinagsasabi niya. 

"Ay ang cute nang tawagan!" Sabi ni Tita Kris. "Who made that up?"

"Siya" Sabay turo namin sa isa't-isa. 

"Ay sino ba talaga? Nakakaloka kayo ha!" Natatawang sabi ni Ate Toni

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"You did great guys!" Sabi ni Ate Mei. "Sige mag bihis na kayo at may taping pa kayo for Rated K"

I nodded and headed to my dressing room, and unfortunately he's waiting outside the door. 

"Nadz, Please.." Ganito na talaga araw-araw. "James, hindi pa ako handa. okay?" 

Gusto niyo bang malaman kung anong nangyari? Well, tingnan lang natin. 

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xoxo Yassi