"dan please, let's just sleep now, I'm sure you'll feel better tomorrow"

I tried to lift myself up to go to my bed but his arms kept me still.

"don't"

he finally looked back at me and his eyes were starting to tear up

"okay, goodnight"

I whispered and he nodded and closed his eyes.

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D A N

I was taking a shower when I heard phil calling me, I'd left him in my bed.
I quickly got out of the shower and put my towel on my waist.
he was sitting in the bed looking around, I couldn't help but smile when I saw how worried he was.

"oh here you are, I thought you left."

he sighed in relief.

"where would I go?"

I chuckled.

"never mind, I'm going to take shower"

he said with a sleepy voice and sheepish smile.

I nodded and he got up, walking past me to the bathroom. he stopped me with a hand on my wrist.

"how are you today?"

he said.

"I'm fine"

I smiled at him and he smiled and shook his head and walked to the bathroom.
I fucking love him.

I wore my clothes and waited for phil who got out of the bathroom fully clothed. I watched him as he fixed his hair, pretending to play with my phone.

"do you want to go out to eat breakfast?"

he said

"yeah"

I stood up, we wore our shoes and left the room.

PHIL

we were walking down the hallway and we stopped and waited for escalator, and when the door opened and Troye stormed out of it and passed through us, I glared at him as he walked away and we entered the escalator.

"he's going to Connor's room"

dan said, looking down.

"ignore him please"

I said, and when we walked out of the escalator I put my arm on his shoulder as we walked to my car. dan looked angry for a couple of minutes, and then we were dancing and lip syncing to victorious by p!atd and he seemed to be fine again.
when we were eating my phone rang, it was my mom.

"hi mom"

I said and smiled, dan looked at me and smiled when he saw me on the phone and then continued eating.

"hey Philly, how are you honey?"

my mom said and I could hear her smile.

"I'm fine, I miss you a lot. how are you?"

I took a bite of my spaghetti

"I'm fine, and I miss you too! and your dad and your brother all miss you a lot"

she said

"oh, say hi to them all"

"so, are you coming home for easter?"

she said, I'd completely forgotten about easter, today is 20 march so it's a week away.

"uh, yeah mom I think I'm coming"

I said and dan looked at me again and frowned then looked away.

"okay honey, have a nice day. goodbye"

"goodbye mom"

I said and hung up.

"where are you going?"

dan said, shoving a bite in his mouth.

"easter is next week, I'm going home, aren't you?"

I said and he frowned again.

"my family lives like so far away and I'd have to go there on a plane, I don't think I'm going"

he looked sad, and I had an idea.

"why don't you come with me, we could spend the holidays in my home, you don't want to stay here for a week alone when everyone leaves."

I just really didn't want him to stay alone.
he almost choked on his food.

"I don't want to bother your family"

he said after all the choking stopped.

"what? why would you bother them, I'm sure they'll love you"

I said and he smiled and looked down on his plate.

"I really don't know"

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hey guysss!
I'm sorry that I'm late
I hope you like this chapter.

(side note: if you haven't watched the video that I attached to this you should because it's the cutest thing I've ever seen and I just want to save it forever and show it to my grand children when I'm old okay.)

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