D A N
"you okay, dan?"
said phil, lying in his bed on his side staring at me.
"yeah, I think I'm fine"
yeah totally
I lied in my bed on my side and stared back at him, his eyes glowing in the dark.
"goodnight"
he whispered and turned to his other side.
"goodnight"
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P H I L
I was woken up by a sound of sobs, it was around 5 am and dan was in his bed with his covers all the way up to his head and he was shaking.
"dan"
I said and he froze.
"dan"
I said again, this time standing up and kneeling besides his bed.
"what"
he mumbled under the covers.
"dan, look at me"
I said, he revealed his face, his eyes were red and tear strokes were all over his face.
"dan, why are you crying?"
I said and he suddenly exploded again, covered his face and started sobbing loudly.
I removed the covers and tried to hug him, but it just ended up with me on top of him with my arms around him and his head resting on my shoulder.
~phil tops 2k16~
"it's okay, stop crying please"
I said and tried to fix my position, I lied down down and he rested his head was on my chest, tears dampening my pajama shirt.
"you don't understand"
he shook his head
"do you really love him that much?"
I asked, the word loved burned my chest.
"that's not the point, it's just that... this.... the situation..... it alway happens, this always happens"
he said, he wasn't crying anymore, he was looking at me with sad eyes.
"what do you mean?"
"I kinda get dumped a lot"
he looked down.
"why would anyone dump you dan?"
I asked, wow nice question, phil.
he didn't reply and kept looking down.
"don't even think about him, he's a cheater, and he's the one who lost"
I said
"what a loss"
he whispered to himself
