dear you,
let me update you
on how ive been!
funny.
id rather not reply
to your messages
but here i am.
my bestfriend,
shes here.
weve been going out,
shopping,
all those girl stuffs.
shes the second person
other than you
who can
make me really happy.
if we werent out
we would be at home
watching movies
catching up.
yeah,
at home.
because she was staying at my house.
i told her about you,
she called me dumb.
how id jump into
conclusions
without asking
or clarifying
but then again
she knew i was
impossible when it came to
these things.
well afterall,
she is my bestfriend for a reason.
but im still resolute
im still trying
to bury the feelings i have for you
before school starts again.
its plenty of time.
but by then.
if i really couldnt.
well.
i guess ill have to
learn to
live
with this heartache.
sincerely,
me.
