how to survive a one sided love • kth

-

1. find a guy that will suit your standards.

***

kim taehyung,

that was your name.

cute, isn't it?

to be very honest, you weren't the first guy that i had a crush on.

i remember admiring a classmate named jungkook for only a day.

he was attractive, yes.

but he's attitude was a turn off.

well, i don't know him that well so let's brush it off.

i can't exactly remember when and how,

but i see myself noticing you, again.

your unique look is quite attracting,

i thought.

even tho, that time you weren't tall like our other guy classmates, you were still cute.

very cute actually.

especially those eyes that can hypnotize anyone.

i actually wished i have your eyes.

i mean like,

can we switch eyes?

my eyes are kinda okay too.

it's free.

but of course, that won't happen.

how about your hair?

it is actually the most beautiful hair,

i've ever seen in my entire life.

and i'm not kidding.

well, let me rephrase it;

for a guy,

your hair was too beautiful.

i'm not even overreacting.

what can i say?

you got the looks.

your attitude was kind of weird,

i mean,

you're not the friendly dude who'll approach you right after they saw you.

i thought you were,

but,

i guess i was wrong.

you're that typical guy.

from the movies?

from the books?

from the fan fictions?

the usual lead guy.

snob,

mysterious,

weird,

secluded,

hard to approach,

that kind of guy.

weird right?

i thought boys like you only exist in a different dimension,

different world.

but,

i guess

i was wrong.

again.

you were a great example.

and the weirdest part about it is,

instead of getting the unusual vibe,

or getting turned off by that attitude of yours,

it attracted me more.

i found you very interesting and unique.

you know what?

i may sound like a creep

but,

i like your attitude,

i like your looks,

and i'm starting to like everything about you.

[012216]