how to survive a one sided love • kth

intro

dear sue,

i know this sounds cliché and weird but there is this guy; i met him four years ago. he was a classmate of mine. he was also one of the first boys that i saw at school when my eyes were wandering around. he wasn't the eye-catching type at first; well, at least for me. he was too cute. but then one day, i started noticing him. his looks, his attitude and the way he acts. he caught my attention. and then as time passes by, it wasn't only that; he got my feelings too. i know i'm starting to sound corny now but i can't help it. i never planned this. i never even expected that these feelings will go deeper. he never noticed me; i was just a typical classmate. yet, i don't know why i can't stop. it's intoxicating. i like staring at him from afar, admiring his looks. i like seeing him smile even though it's not because of me. i like to hear him talking and i know he's not talking with me. i like everything about him, wait-no, scratch that, i love everything about him. oh, i look like a creep right? i've been hurt so many times but still, i can't stop. it already damaged too much of me. but no, i'm still here, silently expressing my feelings. we're going to graduate this year and finally, i will part ways with him. do you think i can manage it?

can you help me?

survive a one sided love?

sincerely yours,

oh min soo

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