Breathin' hard
Tell yourself your a star
But can't believe the words coming out
Spiraling
I'm spiraling now
Falling into a deep nothingness
That swallows my soul
And makes my mind run a rampage
It's first thing that snatches my freedom
And confidence away
A snaring monster
That holds my face
Nails digging deep
Saying don't look away
I'm tired of carrying around this destructive force
Holding my breath
Saying it'll pass
But it feels like death
Looking at the outside
I see that I never did belong
I tried to believe that I am good
But I am my own worst enemy
Destroying every last piece until I am dust of the dark
The stars are twinkling remainders of a shattered soul
mired
broken
Jagged
Shatter the mirror with bloodied fists
Yelling I am nothing
Desperately wanting to be more
You can hold me close
But I am not all there you see
My minds wandered off
And my soul is on leave
All you have is an empty body
Cold
emotionless
Again
Don't get mad I am telling truths
That cut me out of the life I've dreamed
A life so far away
Cracking under pressure
begging for a little mercy
Relentless
stabbing
at
My own heart
Waiting to die again
Close my eyes
Hoping it'll come
I have no worries
No ones going to miss me when I'm gone
I live for the dream
Making a legacy
For those who lost it all
I know
I am nothing
Nothing
Nothing
nothing....
