•broken suicidal•(on Hold)

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What do you mean by 'us'?I asked,not wanting to be a dick to him.even though im pissed off already..

You,me,calum,luke,michael,niall,liam,zayn and louis.he said.

I think we couldnt really...I trailed off.

Come on mate! For old pal sake.ashton said.

Like who the fuck say 'for old pal sake??

Obviously,ashton.My subconscious said.

I rolled my eyes.

I sigh telling myself that it would only be a day.

Ok then...when?I asked,lucky for him im not in the mood to rip someones head off.

I'll send you the details,and we have someone we like you to meet,for sure you'll like what it is.ashton said

You know I dont like surprises.I said in a warning tone.

Trust me,bye..I'll message you the details.gtg,we need to rehearse.ashton said and ended the call.

If I didnt like their surprise,their dead.

I stood up and closed the bag as I carry it,I closed the door and headed to my car.

As I drove,I walk passed the familiar man who gave me the letter,I was about to go down and stop the car but I was too late because he was lost in the blink of an eye in the sea of people who is rushing to where the fuck they need to go.

I sigh and drive as the red light became green,I was about to park infront of the hospital but I looked up at the glass windows and saw chandria and zayn.

Zayn puts his arms around Chandria's shoulders,I look at them.why is she crying?I was about to go out of my car but the next thing that happened broke my heart,zayn kissed chandria.I dont know why something inside me seems so affected and in pain,just seeing them there.I cant stand looking at them,I drove to the only place I know I could be at peace and forget about things,at least for a moment.

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After driving for hours,I manage not to kill myself from driving so fast.I am now here at my grandmother's house,honestly I missed this house.nothing really changed,it's still homey,warm and full of love.

Here,drink some tea.my grandma said handing me a hot cup of her famous tea.

I smell it,still the same.

I sip it and placed it down at the table.

So how have you been?I've missed you so much!youve grown so much since you last visited here.my grandmother said as she looks at me smiling.

Yeah,im fine.I missed you too.I said not having eye contact with her.

What made you come here?she asked

I stirred my tea before answering her.

I just need to have time,it's stressful at the city.I simply said.

True,sometimes we just need some time for ourselves to escape reality.my grandma said.

I sip the tea again,letting sink down what my grandma just said.

Anyway,want a cookie?she said handing me a chocolate chip,it is my favourite.

I didnt answered and just ate it,my grandma chuckled while looking at me.

How is louis? And your band?she asked.

The band.

Actually,his really fine,as well as the band.remember we stopped already but we're all good.I said looking at her.

That's good to know,have you got the news?my grandma said looking at me while also drinking her tea with aa questioned look on her face.

What news?I asked.

Oh,so you havent got the news then..my grandma said.

What is it?I asked curiously.

The next thing my grandma said wasnt really expected it was really shocking,atleast for me.

Alice has a child.my grandma simply said.

Alice has a child!?

Who's the father?I asked.

That's the problem,the father of the child is no where to be found.and when they asked alice who the father of the child was,she wouldnt answer.my grandma said.

Is the child born already?I asked

Yes,it is already 5 years old.my grandma said.

I finished my tea,while listening to her.

Does this mean?
Is my thought right?
It cant be.

What's the gender of the child?I asked,hoping that it wont be a girl.

it's a girl harry,.my grandma said.

And with that my world just came crushing down.

What's her name?I asked eagerly.

Her name is helaina,she's a beautiful kid,she's smart,active,caring,helpful and kind.she's talented and good in singing.people envy her so much,you should visit her sometime.my grandma said as she pictures helaina.

What the fuck.

I have to go,it's getting late and I have to do something.bye granny,see you soon.I said while standing and kissing my grandma on the cheeks.

Youre leaving so early,stay for a while.my grandma said.

I really have to go now,bye..I said while heading outside.

Ok,then.next time bring with you louis!my grandma shouted as I was entering my car.

Yeah,I will!I said while starting the engine and driving back to the hospital.

How could this be happening?
Could this day just fucking gets worse?
I just hope not.

Author's p.o.v

Hello guys!sorry for the short chapter,the next chapter is where you would know why is kate really there and why is she related to chandria.

-xx,charm-