Twins

Chapter 1

Laurens P.O.V. 

"Leland, Lily come on we have to get to Camila's house!" I yell down the hallway for my two kids to hurry along. 

My names Lauren. A long time ago I got pregnant. 

By Louis Tomlinson. 

Yes, Louis Tomlinson from one direction. 

All those teenage girls think he's like a God or something. 

I know who he really is. 

He left me when I was pregnant. 

He said horrible things to me.

He did horrible things to me. 

And I hope I never have to see his face again. 

Louis P.O.V.

"Thank you LA we love you!" Liam screams into the microphone. 

We had just preformed another sold out show. 

"That was awesome!" Zayn says as he and niall head over to the snack table. 

I sit down on the couch with a weird feeling at the bottom of my stomach. You know, when you feel guilty for something you did. 

"Louis you okay?" Harry asks sitting across from me.

"Yeah I don't know I just feel really weird for some reason."

"How?"

"Like I did something wrong. Something I should be guilty about."

"Go take a nap. We are all going to get food later and we'll wake you up when we leave."

"Alright thanks Hazza."

I walk into the next room and make the couch into a little bed. 

I lay down and close my eyes. 

Thoughts rush through my mind of why I should be guilty about something. 

I eventually give up sleeping and decide to scroll through my phone. 

Smiling I decide to follow some fans back thinking it will make me feel better. 

I read through the names of everyone Im following. 

Lisa Jenkins.

Julia Martin.

Lauren Perwins. 

Lauren. 

Did I ever know an Lauren?

I think for a second. 

Lauren Jauregui. 

Shit. 

My heart drops into my stomach. 

Lauren fucking Jauregui. 

I go to Safari and search Lauren Jauregui. 

A instagram account comes up with laurenjauregui as the user name. 

Damn, she's private. 

I sit there for a second deciding if I should request to follow her. 

I think about everything I did to her. 

I click follow and it turns gray. 

I find her twitter which is private as well. 

I click follow there too. 

I go back to safari and look at all the pictures that came up when I searched her name. 

I click on a picture of her wearing all white and having bright red lipstick on. 

She's standing in front of an American Girl doll sign. 

She's lost a lot of weight since I last saw her. 

And damn did puberty hit like a fucking bull dozer. 

I get up and walk back into the room with the rest of the boys. 

"Hey I found out why I felt so guilty." 

Everyone looks up at me. 

"You want to talk about it?" Zayn asks. 

"Yeah. But promise you won't like judge me or anything because its he worst thing I've every done."

They all lean forward like they're ready for me to start talking. 

"When I was fifteen I was hanging out with my friends. We were hanging out at this little cafe that everyone goes to. This girl, Lauren, walks in. She was the biggest girl in our class. She hung out with this really skinny girl, Camila. I had the idea to make a bet with my friend James. We ended saying that he had to take Camila's virginity to win and I had to take Lauren's. Long story short Camila was too smart for James, but Lauren really thought I liked her. I took her virginity. The next day at school James had filmed it. We decided to play it to the school. I thought it was funny. Until I saw her face. She was really hurt. And I felt like shit. But I couldn't let my friends know that. So I kept laughing. Lauren came to my house the next day. She was crying. She asked if I ever liked her and when I said no, that look on her face killed me more than anything in the world. A couple weeks went by and she came to my house again. She told me she was pregnant. I didn't know what to do at first. So I told her to get rid of it, and not tell anyone its mine and if she did I would make her life hell. Again she had that same look on her face. Everyone found out she was pregnant and asked if it was mine. I denied it over and over again. She left school. Then her parents kicked her out of the house and I never heard anything from her again. I was following fans and I followed one named Lauren Perwins. Thats when I remembered Lauren."