Living and Breathing

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I have friends.

    I have a family.

      And I have you.
 
      Your a fragment of my memory,

     a person whom I made

memories with.

A person who helped shape me

into the person I am.

   Let me tell you right now,

   that I am hanging onto a

         thin piece of thread.

I am living in the balance between

Life

   And

       Death.

In a moment,

              I can be gone.

Would anyone notice me gone?

    Would anyone search for me?

Would anyone realize the pain,

   depression, insomnia and
 
anxiety I am living through

     constantly throughout life?

Will anyone help pick me up,

   whisper into my ear that I will

be OK?
  
  That everything will be OK?

That I won't be feeling these

   horrible emotions?

    That I won't be feeling like I'm

a waste of space?

    Can someone just please

         realize that I am, and others

are fragile?

  My life is depending on people,

     And my very own actions.

I want to be able to life to see the

sunrise and sunset.

  So I am asking you,

    depression,

               anxiety,

                    insomnia,

                       If I can.