Damned World | Phan

One

When Phil first found out I had been lying about overcoming my depression, he wasn't mad. I remember how he took my hands and pulled me to my feet. He wiped the tears that lingered on my cheeks away and gave me his stupid little smile. "How's about we go get something to drink? Tea, maybe?"

He didn't ask me to talk about it. He only lead me to the door and gave another smile. "Come on then, I'll pay." and we walked down the cold streets where he lead the way, searching for some cafe we've never been to and bought me a cup of Earl Grey.

He began talking about some random topic - I still haven't an idea about what he was talking about, when suddenly I looked up. "Aren't you going to ask?" I asked him, he took a sip of tea.

"Do you feel comfortable with me asking?"

"No." I answered. "But I don't think I'll ever be, so it's better to ask now." I answered.

He set his mug down and then looked back up to me. "Why are you sad, Dan?" he asked.

I wasn't exactly expecting that, I was more so expecting him asking why I'd lied, so I was caught of guard by this and my answer. "Well, the world is a damned place, Phil, we lived in a damned world and for fuck's sake, some twenty year old British guy that makes videos on the internet isn't going to do shit for it." I said and then got quiet again.

"How's about I show you it is?" he asked.

"What?"

"I'm going to show you the world is a beautiful place," he said and I almost rolled my eyes.

"Good luck with that."

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I binged a bunch of Phan videos nd then I was like "fuck the police I'm writing a phanfic."

So here we go

*dabs at sweat* let's hope it all works out,,,

Goodbye My Little Chocolate Chips!