Part of the Block (Touring with Block B Sequel)

Chapter 19

Zico's POV

Its been three weeks since I seen Izzy and two weeks since I seen the kids, I often lay awake in my bunk while the other soldiers are sleeping or talking to their families. I'd only been able to talk to Izzy and the kids once, the kids were going to come see me in a month when I finally get visitation. 

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"What do you mean your leaving me...Iz, I've been gone for almost two years with a bunch of guys." I said.

"Whatever JIho, I just can't do this anymore...I'm in love with Namjoon." 

"Are you serious right now Izzy. Your leaving me for cheating and it's for Kim Namjoon?!?!" I was starting to get pissed before he walked in putting his arm around Izzy.

I walked towards him and swung.

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I shot up from my sleep and looked around. I didn't know why I'd been having nightmares of Izzy leaving me for Kim Namjoon but I really didn't appreciate it. I slipped off my bunk and made my way to the bathroom, I needed to wash my face and shake the bad feeling I was getting. I wonder where Izzy is right now and if she's doing okay.

Izzy's POV

I woke up to Insu crying, I was sharing a room with Jiyong, Brenda  and Youngbae.  I got up trying to calm him down so he didn't wake them up, I grabbed his formula and walked out of the room. He started to calm down as he drank and I wondered out to where a patio over looking the pool was. I sat in one of the chairs started to think about Jiho, I really missed him and didn't know if I could wait eight more weeks to see him and the Kids.

"Why are you out here so late?" I heard a voice behind me.

I seen Joon walk to the chair and sit next to me.

"I'm not even sure what time it is, why are you still up?" I said.

"It's almost three, do you want me to hold him for you?" I was shocked by his question.

"Um..yeah if you want to but you have to be careful." I slowly put Insu in Joon's arms. 

"He's so soft and warm." Joon said and I couldn't help but chuckle.

"Have you never held the twins??" 

"No, Ive always been afraid of holding babies. I thought I might drop them." He smirked at me.

"I was like that before I had Hiro and I was so worried that Jiho would be like that with the twins but he wasn't...He was a natural dad and I was so amazed by how he took care of all of them. I just feel bad that he's gonna miss out on Insu's first two years." I felt a tear fall down my face.

"Awh, Izzy don't cry. He'll be home before you know it and he'll never have to leave you again." Joon tried to comfort me.

"We'll always have to leave each other as long as we make music. As soon as he's done with his service I'm sure he's going to go back to recording and be on tour within a year. It's the life we both chose though so we have to make it through no matter what." I smiled a weak smile at the thought of us doing what we loved.

"We'll when that happens I'll come by and keep you company and make sure you never feel alone. We were really close a few years ago, what happened?" He asked.

"I don't know, you guys got popular really fast after debuting and I got busy with the kids. The three of us used to have a lot of fun together and I miss us all hanging out together. Maybe we can all get close again when he gets out." I looked at him being sincere. 

He burst out laughing, "You make it sound like he's in prison Izzy."

I rolled my eyes and shook my head before taking Insu back and walking towards my room.

"Where are you going??" He yelled to me.

"To bed, you should too! Sound check is at eight don't forget!!!" I yelled back.

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I woke up to Jiyong's alarm, I nudged him before he finally turned it off. Insu was crying again but this time Brenda got up to get him. Before I knew it we were all awake and starting to  figure out what we were going to do while we were in Singapore for the next two days.

"Why don't we just go shopping or find a museum to go to." I suggested

"We always go shopping, I must have rubbed off on you." Jiyong laughed.

"Let's wait til after sound check to figure out what were gonna do that way everyone has a say." Youngbae said while playing with Insu.

We all got up, I left Insu with Brenda at the hotel and we went to the arena. You could see that everyone was tired by how sluggish they were all walking. I looked around for Namjoon and realized he was nowhere insight, I ran to catch up to V and see if he knew what was up.

"He wasn't in the room this morning, I thought he went to work out. I'm sure he'll show up for the show tonight." He said.

"Alright, that's weird though because I ran into him and he didn't say anything about working out..." I shrugged it off and sat on the floor in front of the stage watching Big Bang do their sound check and laughing with BTS. 

We finished up sound check a lot faster than we normally did and I decided to call Jiseok to see how the kids were doing and If they wanted to talk before class. No-one answered, maybe I had gotten my times wrong and they were already in class, I'll just have to try again tonight...