Hostages (Book 2)

Chapter 27

"I wasn't thinking about killing him until he started talking about you. And I don't regret it," he motioned to the couch "So please don't sleep on that."

I rolled my eyes and walked in the bedroom for comfortable clothes preparing to sleep in the living room.

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With one hand behind my pillow and the other gripping the edge of the sheet I tightened my shut eyes when someone drew the curtains back. I turned around  and nearly bumped my head when my eyes locked with Zayn's,and I sighed heavily when I saw him smile.

"Time to get up."

"No it's not,the sun's still out,"I reclosed my eyes "How are you always awake this early?" I immediately said.

"I wake up when it's time to,it's you who likes to sleep in."

"OR since its always the men in this suite then that means males are wired differently from females and in this case,your wired wrong."

"Has anyone seen the charger to my laptop!? It was last in the bathroom." I heard Naomi say close by.

"See? It's just you. Now come on,we have a busy day ahead of us."

I'm really gonna go crazy in here if I can't sleep my regular hours. I opened my eyes and threw glares at Zayn who was still smiling then I got up properly this time and went to the closet and drawers. I switched up my morning routine a bit and made my outfit before taking it with me in the bathroom. I brushed my hair and my teeth,washed my face and applied the makeup before pulling my shirt over my head.

When I was able to see again the mirror was foggy and I smelled Axe Men Body Wash strongly,my face showed confusion soon after because I didn't remember showering. I turned around towards the shower and jumped when I saw Zachary standing there in nothing but a towel wrapped loosely around his waist.

My hand flew to my heart and the other wrapped the shirt around my stomach as I scolded him,"Zachary what are you doing in here!?"

"I can ask you the same," he looked down on me then smiled "Were you planning on showering with me?"

I waited till my heart was at it's regular pace (with a few skips) before I looked at him and rolled my eyes. "The last thing that I want to do is be that close to you. I had no idea you were even in here..but now that I do,I'm leaving." I grabbed the rest of my clothes and hugged them to my bare stomach before swinging the door open,the steam being the first to leave because he caught my wrist.

"How long are you planning on staying mad at me?"

I looked at him specifically his facial emotion and saw a track of sadness,even his question sounded sad. But I can't let him walk over me than let him get away with it hours later. "When I'm sure you deserve it Zachary. And I know that your not used to people showing angry emotions towards you but the procedure is simple and all you have to do is apologize. And I do the rest."

"I think you've done enough Ari. I couldn't even sleep last night cause of you...I can't apologize but I can promise to never shoot someone near or even feet away from you and to never deliberately disregard what you say."

He really can't apologize? Murder deserves much more than an 'I'm sorry' but in this lifestyle that's all that's needed,the most the person can do. He really can't say sorry for spraying someone else's alcohol stench filled blood all over me? It smelled as though his blood was alcohol. Honestly it hurts that he can't more than it makes me mad.

"You can say all that but not two small words? I know it might mean little to nothing to you but it would mean alot to me."

Zachary closed his mouth and avoided my eyes. He never responded except the pattern he made on my wrist.

I spoke smaller than intended to. "How do you want my forgiveness when you won't even go the lengths of saying I'm sorry? I begged you not to kill him because I witnessed enough death,exprienced enough loss...and when you shot him anyway you were basically showing me that you didn't care what I felt or what I was going through. You wanted him dead so you killed him. So pardon me if I don't want to be in the same room or shower with the man I thought cared about my feelings and what I have to say."

I kept my face still as he  observed it then he slowly released my arm and I bolted out right after but not before mumbling, "Like he told me so long ago."

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