Unrequited Love

Wishing

I walked through the hallway walking towards towards my locker to get my books for math class.I'm not very good in in math.I not very good in anything.I was thinking hardly until I got snapped out of my thought by the stinging pain on my back slammed hardly against the locker.I hissed but didn't cry out, used to the familiar sting of the push.I didn't need to look up to see who pushed me, I already knew.It was my tormentor since freshmen year, Rap Monster.

"Wassup fag," Rap Monster hissed.I stared at my worn out white converse not wanting to look up at my tormentor." You going to get your ass pounded when you get out of school, I'll be waiting."With those final words and another push, Rap Monster footsteps faded away leaving me in the hallway with other people who crowded around to see the possible altercation.

The people who were crowed around me and Rap Monster started whispering around me.I heard the familiar words of "he's such a fag" or "he's such a freak and loner." All these words were all familiar but still left a stung and numbness hearing the things said about me.

I got slowly crouched down to get my backpack.I reached into my locker getting my books and closed it softly hearing a soft tick. I looked up and saw Yoongi.Yoongi was dressed in skinny ripped black jeans,with a white t-shirt,and his red vans.Even when he dressed so simply,he still stands out through the rest.He was talking to V his other friend He was close to.

I was feeling better just seeing him again today but my happiness soon turned to sadness seeing Ava his girlfriend come up to him.I can hear the faint whispering of hey baby being said to Yoongi and Yoongi saying it back and a hug and a kiss being exchanged.

My butterflies that once filled my stomach was now replaced by thorns piercing me. Reality slapped me in the face full force.He's just a figment of my imagination but he will never be what I want him to be.And that is the bitter truth weighing heavy on my heart.