~How Is This Love?~ {Yaoi}

~How Is This Love?~ {Yaoi} 17

“I hope you know what your getting yourself into,” he whispers into my ear and a shiver goes up my spine. The keys jiggle in my shaking hands, I can't seem to turn it. My horomoes are deciding to act up and I can't seem to feel my legs because of the excitement rushing through me. Hitsuga reaches past me and turns the key. I turn and look at him and he kisses me as he pulls me to him. He opens the door and I wrap my legs around him, he kicks the door closed and takes me to my bedroom. My body feels like jello as I hit the matress and I could feel my brashness rising to the surface.

I sit up in the bed and I help Hitsuga remove his shirt, we were practically ripping eachother's clothes off. I scratched him on accident with my nail but he didn't seem to care and neither did I so we continued with the removal of our clothes. Hitsuga took off his shoes, socks, and then his pants. I decided to help him and did the same, the only thing seperating us were our hane boxers. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest any minute now I thought I would have a heart attack from how nervous I was. I hugged my arms around myself trying to cover because I felt self concious. My eyes kept going straight down to the buldge in his hanes and I could feel my lower half pulsate so I squirm.

Hitsuga crawls onto the bed and I could feel my heart wavering. Was I really ready for this?, could I really handle the pain?, and furthermore how do I know if i'm the bottom?...neverind that answer is obvious. No, I told myself I was ready for this and where the hell did my bravery go? He crawled closer to me and I didn't have time to think anymore, I just acted. I willed myself closer to him and locked lips with him, my back arched to cover the space between us and he hovered over me. I took it all in, my lower half hard as steel and my heart pounding.

Hitsuga's hands were on the waist band of my boxers as his mouth trailed down to my nipples. He licked and nipped them expertly my moans falling from my mouth like a waterfall of praise. His mouth was something I'd never get tired of. He was taking off my boxers so well that I didn't even notice until I could feel his hand at the base of me. I jerk and my knees come closer to eachother as I try to close them. It was a reaction, I needed something to close my legs around. My knees were on his levitated hips and my hands were cluthing the blanket for dear life. His hand moved up and down me while his mouth switched between nipples. I was going to come from just this if he didn't stop.

My pre-cum making his hand move quicker and slicker and I could feel the pressure rising but he stopped as soon as it started. I was panting and I got frustrated because I didn't like to wait.

“Why'd you....stop?” He got up from the bed, got the lubricant, and came back to bed. I formed an O with my mouth but made no sound. I was laid out for him perfectly and at his whim, I didn't like this but was I complaining? Hell no. He went back to work getting into the motion and made me cum this time.

“Now it's time for the real fun,” I heard him say through clenched teeth. I was panting and ready for round two but more relaxed. I reached my hand over ot his on me and sat up on my elbows.

“Hitsu, what about you?” He just laid me back down and lubricated his hands.

“Right now we need to work on you, your more important and I want this to feel as good as it can for your first time.” I smiled “Just let me do this, we can do whatever you want after that” I just nodded my head and relaxed. He kissed me and repeated the same process of stroking me and then I could feel something pentrating me, it was small but it felt weird. It hurt but I was feeling pleasure at the same time. He worked his finger in and out of me slowly trying to get my body used to this foreign object. I began to loosen up and it didn't hurt anymore, it felt easy and good sliding in and out hitting my walls as his hand groped and massaged my member.

I came again and this time I was tired. It was harder and I had never come twice in one go like this, I didn't know how long I would last. Hitsuga kept going though inserting a finger at a time stretching me and even though each time it fel weird I was getting used to the feeling. I was stretching and it felt strange but pleasurable. I cried out his name each time I climaxed.

“Histuga, I need you...now” my throught was raw from all the screaming. “You need pleasure too,” I could barley feel my legs but this night was meant for both of us, not just me.

“Are you sure?...I mean I don't want to rush―” I used the rest of my strength and pushed him down. I slipped his boxers off and his erection sprang free twitching with anticipation. I sucked and nipped his nipples giving them each enough attention and my hand did it's magic. I'd been practicing on cucumbers. “Korime, shit!” he screamed as he climaxed. I looked at my fingers with cum all over it and licked my palm. Hitsuga's eyes went wild, but I didn't let him get up. I winded my way down to his crotch and licked his head. It greeted me with a happy salute and I enclosed my mouth around it. I could feel Hitsuga's hand on the back of my head closing sround my hair roots. He controlled how far my head went down and I took it all, him dominating made me hotter. I reached one hand behind me and stuck a couple of fingers into my core. I could barley handle the feeling, but I kept at it because it was only preparing me for my man.

Hitsga came in my mouth hard and I swallowed every drop. He swiftly changed the position and I was begging for him to enter me. I finally got my wish and it hurt like a bitch. I screamed and my eyes watered and he was going to stop, but I told him to just wait.

“Korime, do you know how hard it is to 'just wait'? I'm extremely hard right now. I just don't want to hurt you” I nodded with my lips clamped shut. He grabbed the lubricant and added a bit more to the area trying to make it easier on me and I adjusted as well as I could and then he began moving in and out. His hand working me and his body pumping into me. I was enjoying the feeling after a while. It all turned into an extreme aphrodisiac and all I could focus on is the lower half of my body it felt so full with his hand and body working me. I closed my eyes and let my body collapse into the feeling, I think my neighbors from a mile away heard the pleasure I was receiving. We kissed as we climaxed. We stayed that way for a while just kissing and panting and touching. So this is what it felt like to give yourself up wholly to someone. He pulled out fo me making me moan from pain and pleasure. My anus was never going to be the same. He pulled me close and wrapped us in the blankets.

“Now I see why people smoke after sex in movies, I feel like I need one” Histuga laughed and pulled me closer.

“Now, now, you can suck on my lips if you need anything to smoke” I laughed and kissed him. “That was amazing, are you okay?” He was still a sweet heart even after. I smiled and gave him another kiss. “What do you want to do now?” he asked kissing my neck. I pulled the covers off of him and got on top of him.

“How about we go four more rounds?” I smiled micheviously down at him and he smirked his boyish grin knocking me over the edge. “I'll take that as a yes” For the rest of the night I stayed in my bed with the man that I love.